First of all ,let me start off by saying that you seem like truely a great person and very educated as well. I have read some of your past posts and I feel like you know the game very well.And I also respect the incredible amount of muscle that you have been able to build.[ especially when you consider your height and how lean you are - very impressive Big H]
You are always cool and have alot of knowledge to share , but I feel like I need to speak up and make you think just abit . If anything, but for my own conscience. I really care about the guys on this board [ which includes you]and feel I should be honest with those that post here.So here it goes my friend, I really hope you don't take this the wrong way.Your genetics are very bad and to continue to take the large amount of drugs that you consume is suicide and a waste of your hard earned money.You have put on crazy mass and I really respect the hard work and sacrifices that it must have took to achieve what you have . But it time to wake up.You are taking risks for no good reason.You will never win a top show no matter how hard you work or how many drugs you take. It is just not there my friend.Your waist and hips are too wide .You have very weak legs and arms for someone your height and size.You just don't have the genetics, which is not your fault .Shit ,either does 99 % of the world either.Nothing to be ashamed of at all.My 2 cents is to quit taking drugs slowly allow your body to normalize and drop to a healthy nice looking 185 or so.You will look great and feel fantastic. You can take your knowledge and look for some top athletes to train and share your vast knowledge with.It is a sport for the genetically elite . Everyone should train and train to be the best you can be , but to risk your health and spend crazy amounts of money chasing a dream that will never happen is just not very bright.I hope this post hits home to you and some of the other guys out there [ especially the young ones] .Obvisously ,it is your decision to make and I will respect you either way , but I hope you at least think about what I have said .I am saying these things only because I care, not to flame you what so ever.I am a former pro football player that has very good genetics .[ wide shoulders ,small waist , very good balance] and I was embarking on a comeback into the world of bodybuilding , but recently with the death of my sister I have been forced to look at the big picture a little more.I am not sure it is all worth it.Training and looking the best you can is great .Everyone should doing it. But taking drugs , risking your freedom [ in us] , chancing your health, and finding the nead to strut around in ones under wear in front of others should be reserved for the best genetic speciments the world has to offer. The rest of us should train for health , happiness , and personal achievement. If you think I am wrong about what I have said . Please ask Phil , Big A , Big kiwi, or doggcrapp if I right about this. I would be suprised if they don't share similar veiws.Good luck with what ever you decide . I truely wish you all the health , happiness , and success that this world can bring. I really hope you understand my post .I hope that this hits home to some of the others on here as well......I really hope you understand......