but think about it like this...you may be weaker and smaller...but you will find most people will tell you how much better you look. your not carrying all that water, and will probably look better. Trust me when I used I used to hate it, but now that I am older and my body just can't take the abuse anymore....Have been clean for some time now, and time after time I have heard people tell me how much better I look and healthier, etc...
throw some cardio in at the end of the work out, realease some of thooose natural endorphins... besides, your pants probably fit better....not sure about you but my pants used to look stupid on me unless I was wearing baggy ones because they would be tight as hell in the butt and thighs and half the time give me "camel balls" when I would sit down in them. from time I time I think about using again...but most days I just feel better being clean. enjoy it, dont get depressed about it.