a bad day!!!

[engbulldog]

just to update all you guys and gals@ pm started a new diet and workout plan setup by my old training partner who now lives in florida and he wanted some pics to see how i was doing and after doing chest and bi's i talked the wife into a few relaxed pics and i look fat and out of shape i never wanna be fat or try a bulking diet that i setup myself!!!!!!! I was planning on going to the Mr. Michigan to size up the comp but there is no way in hell i will show up now!!!!!! and my hopes of a show next year is out lets just say those pics are the worst i've ever looked and WILL NOT BE posted any where i have no future plans on a show i mean wtf sorry for the rant but i have just been kicked in the nuts and i dont like it and i know you guys will say hire Phil or Shelby but my $$ is tight i have a baby girl due in july and my job is starting to go out the window thanks GM but i guess i'll give the new diet and workout a few mths and see if it works Thanks for the time to waist a few mins out of your life!!!!!! if i meet someone from pm i'll try to give the time you lost back to ya

 

[PHIL HERNON]

Seriously

just to update all you guys and gals@ pm started a new diet and workout plan setup by my old training partner who now lives in florida and he wanted some pics to see how i was doing and after doing chest and bi's i talked the wife into a few relaxed pics and i look fat and out of shape i never wanna be fat or try a bulking diet that i setup myself!!!!!!! I was planning on going to the Mr. Michigan to size up the comp but there is no way in hell i will show up now!!!!!! and my hopes of a show next year is out lets just say those pics are the worst i've ever looked and WILL NOT BE posted any where i have no future plans on a show i mean wtf sorry for the rant but i have just been kicked in the nuts and i dont like it and i know you guys will say hire Phil or Shelby but my $$ is tight i have a baby girl due in july and my job is starting to go out the window thanks GM but i guess i'll give the new diet and workout a few mths and see if it works Thanks for the time to waist a few mins out of your life!!!!!! if i meet someone from pm i'll try to give the time you lost back to ya

Dont go by pictures.......really, we have all felt that way.

 

[RONJON]

just to update all you guys and gals@ pm started a new diet and workout plan setup by my old training partner who now lives in florida and he wanted some pics to see how i was doing and after doing chest and bi's i talked the wife into a few relaxed pics and i look fat and out of shape i never wanna be fat or try a bulking diet that i setup myself!!!!!!! I was planning on going to the Mr. Michigan to size up the comp but there is no way in hell i will show up now!!!!!! and my hopes of a show next year is out lets just say those pics are the worst i've ever looked and WILL NOT BE posted any where i have no future plans on a show i mean wtf sorry for the rant but i have just been kicked in the nuts and i dont like it and i know you guys will say hire Phil or Shelby but my $$ is tight i have a baby girl due in july and my job is starting to go out the window thanks GM but i guess i'll give the new diet and workout a few mths and see if it works Thanks for the time to waist a few mins out of your life!!!!!! if i meet someone from pm i'll try to give the time you lost back to ya

Been there man..keep pushing through it TRUST ME! It will get better bro..keep learning and keep giving your best effort..you will get there

 

[7_Deadly_Sins]

I've been there too, just keep at it bro.
Remember, this is a life long thing, not a few months.

 

[shawnkarbabacz]

yea youre always your own worst critic. And youve got to take into account a pic at one time of the day can look diff then at another time with diff lighting. Try not to get down on yourself bro. A positive attitude is much easier to work with then a negative one!

 

[Designbuilt]

just to update all you guys and gals@ pm started a new diet and workout plan setup by my old training partner who now lives in florida and he wanted some pics to see how i was doing and after doing chest and bi's i talked the wife into a few relaxed pics and i look fat and out of shape i never wanna be fat or try a bulking diet that i setup myself!!!!!!! I was planning on going to the Mr. Michigan to size up the comp but there is no way in hell i will show up now!!!!!! and my hopes of a show next year is out lets just say those pics are the worst i've ever looked and WILL NOT BE posted any where i have no future plans on a show i mean wtf sorry for the rant but i have just been kicked in the nuts and i dont like it and i know you guys will say hire Phil or Shelby but my $$ is tight i have a baby girl due in july and my job is starting to go out the window thanks GM but i guess i'll give the new diet and workout a few mths and see if it works Thanks for the time to waist a few mins out of your life!!!!!! if i meet someone from pm i'll try to give the time you lost back to ya

I felt that way last year. I took some pics and I looked like shit in them! This was in May or so, then I started dieting and training seriously, and in August I won my first show, and the pics in my avatar were taken. But you wouldn't believe how much I changed in those 3 months.

You can do the same, not only that, after training chest the blood smooths you out most of the time. Just relax and get on a diet if you look fat.

Good luck and don't throw in the towel just yet.

 

[Lenny]

As several have already said, we all have been there before. We all have funks and runts in the road...it is how we grow and overcome them that makes who we are. Trust me, you will find the groove and bounce back. Find the positives and roll those into more positives. Hang in there bud!

 

[aeliop]

You will never know

just to update all you guys and gals@ pm started a new diet and workout plan setup by my old training partner who now lives in florida and he wanted some pics to see how i was doing and after doing chest and bi's i talked the wife into a few relaxed pics and i look fat and out of shape i never wanna be fat or try a bulking diet that i setup myself!!!!!!! I was planning on going to the Mr. Michigan to size up the comp but there is no way in hell i will show up now!!!!!! and my hopes of a show next year is out lets just say those pics are the worst i've ever looked and WILL NOT BE posted any where i have no future plans on a show i mean wtf sorry for the rant but i have just been kicked in the nuts and i dont like it and i know you guys will say hire Phil or Shelby but my $$ is tight i have a baby girl due in july and my job is starting to go out the window thanks GM but i guess i'll give the new diet and workout a few mths and see if it works Thanks for the time to waist a few mins out of your life!!!!!! if i meet someone from pm i'll try to give the time you lost back to ya

You will never know where you stand unless you do everything within you're control and get up there and compete. The world is filled with guys that could "kick George St Pierre's ass if they had training" or think they are "too fat", "not big enough", "not the right hair color", etc.... Why be one of those types? Why not outline a plan, put it in place, and execute it. Do everything within you're control so that you create the best "you" there has ever been. Then go step on stage, fight in a cage, enter a bake off, whatever, and see where you stand amongst others who have made a commitment.

Good Luck and on another note do you work at World Headquarters for GM?

 

[marilyn]

engbulldog

Hey, I have some of those feelings everyother week, but its just not my nature to think that way about myself....hang in there with positive thoughts....you have alot going with a baby on the way.....jobs are being lost all over, it sucks!! but we all need to stay focused, and think of what's best...a show? maybe not for you, maybe just not now.....Read the book "Who Moved My Cheese", by Spencer Johnson, M.D....it is a great book specially for this times of many changes in our lives.

We all have to adjust and we will be fine.

I hope this helps a little.