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I just wanted to say that your words and stories are not falling on deaf ears. There are many of us listening and heeding your advice. For me i came to the conclusion that i am NOT a competitive athlete and i am being very selfish to risk my health jsut to carry a few more pounds of muscle. I have a good internal medicine specialist that has me on HRT which would have been necessary regardless due to pre-existing medical conditions. I take only 100mg of test cyp per week. We are monitoring all crucial blood tests as well as planning to do full organ function and bone density scans etc to fully analyze my health. I don't know much about all these tests but he wants to be absolutely sure there are no hidden problems. Looking back over the years I have to say i feel kind of retarded, i used ALOT of steroids and quite a bit of GH as well. I hate to admit it but the truth is i NEVER competed, otehr than some fun strongman stuff. I have been off the heavy androgens for about 6 months and i actually look better to 90% of the population. i am certainly not knocking anyones right to do as they wish but those of us that are / were using large amounts and not even competing, i think we need to seriously analyze what is important and heed the words of those that have been there. Anyway..i am rambling, just wnat to say thanks to those who have made the effort to open our eyes.