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Just got word a former training partner of mine and freind died of a heart attack at 43. He needed by-pass surgery and didn't want the scar so he eventually perished for bodybuilding.
I could write a death pool for fromer freinds of mine that are dead or have severe health problems from the lifestyle.
I trained with a kid early on in my career. Big kid. Best genetics I ever saw he was 280 and lean (this was 15 years ago and the only people walking around lean and mean at 280 were guys like yates and richards so 280 was a big deal), squatted 700 benched 550 deaded 7-8 plates.
Lived the lifestyle ate slept and trained. I'd go over to his house and he'd have like 20 bottles of pills laid out all different mixes of vitamins and minerals and timed out doses all meals on the minute every hour and a half trained twice a day napped 2-3 times a day etc. lived off a trust fund.
Trouble is he was doing AAS and didn't want people to know, so he hid it but we knew. He was getting Steris stuff straight from the hospital.
Problem is he couldn't get needles as delaware had a very very strict law about needles and this was the days before the www. He reused needles and ended up getting septicemia and it going to his brain and killing him. I remember watching his ashes being spread on the beach after his service and thinking "what a waste" but it never slowed me down to not try AAS later and doing all the risky business of getting super heavy.
I don't expect people to pay attention to any warnings from the baldnazi threads and hellaswole et all.
"It'll never happen to me" mentality sucks.
Somehow I have to turn this off and just remove myself from the sport. 20 years in the game with over a decade of "use" off and on is enough.
Nobody cares. Nobody listens. why even try I ask to waste my time educating people?
I could write a death pool for fromer freinds of mine that are dead or have severe health problems from the lifestyle.
I trained with a kid early on in my career. Big kid. Best genetics I ever saw he was 280 and lean (this was 15 years ago and the only people walking around lean and mean at 280 were guys like yates and richards so 280 was a big deal), squatted 700 benched 550 deaded 7-8 plates.
Lived the lifestyle ate slept and trained. I'd go over to his house and he'd have like 20 bottles of pills laid out all different mixes of vitamins and minerals and timed out doses all meals on the minute every hour and a half trained twice a day napped 2-3 times a day etc. lived off a trust fund.
Trouble is he was doing AAS and didn't want people to know, so he hid it but we knew. He was getting Steris stuff straight from the hospital.
Problem is he couldn't get needles as delaware had a very very strict law about needles and this was the days before the www. He reused needles and ended up getting septicemia and it going to his brain and killing him. I remember watching his ashes being spread on the beach after his service and thinking "what a waste" but it never slowed me down to not try AAS later and doing all the risky business of getting super heavy.
I don't expect people to pay attention to any warnings from the baldnazi threads and hellaswole et all.
"It'll never happen to me" mentality sucks.
Somehow I have to turn this off and just remove myself from the sport. 20 years in the game with over a decade of "use" off and on is enough.
Nobody cares. Nobody listens. why even try I ask to waste my time educating people?
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