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He mentions it - possibly in the video Emeric shared or maybe the first one I shared...He had to be crushed when John died.
Yes he was, and he was angry also.He had to be crushed when John died.
Well, John was injecting 200mg per week, and was not suggested by Serrano to do that. I spoke with John also 4 days before his death advising him to do not inject 200mg with his condition.Right around 1h 33m in the first video... he called himself a loser for it. In another interview, I believe he referred to himself as a piece of shit for it. I hope he learns to forgive himself for it.
yeah man in these type of situations that we find ourselves in, the would've, could've and should've keeps running thru your head and can do a serious number on ya.Right around 1h 33m in the first video... he called himself a loser for it. In another interview, I believe he referred to himself as a piece of shit for it. I hope he learns to forgive himself for it.
He mentions it - possibly in the video Emeric shared or maybe the first one I shared...
John had called him the day or night before..and he was so busy he didn't return his call...figured he would talk to him later. He called himself a piece of shit and he was clearly haunted by it.
It's things like this that have me answering phone calls now that I would have let go a few years back. People around me are dropping at an increasing rate(NOT bbing related at all just a family that is large with the generation "above" me are all north of 65 so it is what it is) and tomorrow is never a guarantee and even less so with each passing day. I even answer if all I have time for is, "I will have to call you back, love you."He shouldn't be that hard on himself. No one could have predicted that.
Well, John was injecting 200mg per week, and was not suggested by Serrano to do that. I spoke with John also 4 days before his death advising him to do not inject 200mg with his condition.
I don`t know, I was explaining him that the blood test has to be down 12 hours after injection not 7 days after, he was also very dehydrated, he was out in the hat whether at his kid football practice for almost all day, not good.What was his TT at 200mg per week?
Were the rest of Johns bloods in range, such as lipids?