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Well my divorce is final. My exwife hates me with a passion. I dont know why since it was her who had a boyfriend and finally ended the marriage. Anyways my stepson who i took care of since he was 4 (he is now 15) asked me to come watch his hockey game. So I said sure because i had the weekend off. I had a buddy of mine come with me because the game was in another city. Plus my ex had threatened me earlier that her boyfreind was gonna give me a beating. I would kill this sack of shit anyway but i figured my bro would help me be cool about the situation. Now during the early part of my divorce my parents in law were very nice too me. They told me to keep my chin up etc....and that they knew there daughter had some probs etc... Anyways im at the game and they gave me some of the most evil looks i have ever seen. My ex and her parents wouldnt even look in my direction. I know recently I ripped my ex on the phone because she has been hounding me to get the cat from my old residence. Now mind you she threw me out on my ass about 4 months ago. No where to go. At the time I had both our dogs. One dog was hers one was mine. So there i was two dogs and no place to live no real appreciable amount of money saved up etc......so pretty much screwed. Anyways i finally found a place. Now i go to get the cat which was hers but she now has "no time" since the new boyfriend and her have to spend every waking hour "together". The cat has a massive infection in his foot. I work in medicine and could tell the damn cats foot has been infected for at least a month or two WTF!!!!! So im pissed now and i call her up and tell her shes a piece of shit. This women has had shit sugar coated her whole life and babied beyond. So I finally ripped in to her and told her how i really felt. It is like she is a shell or something. She goes and gets her hair done etc....and nails etc....multiple times a week. She looks like she hasnt slept in months. She is trying so hard to look good but it is failing. She had to have some hair extensions put in because her hair was never long like i saw it. Im still upset by the fact she just scrapped out relationship for a new guy but i cant control all that crap anyways. I can only control myself and how i react to stuff. I know i shouldnt have blown up on her but man its not the cats fault. Man i feel so negative lately. Im trying to focus on positive stuff but it gets hard. Its weird how someone after being together for 11 years just moves on like she was throwing away a fast food wrapper. Oh well whats done is done but it sure doesnt take away the pain any faster.
