Why would I not use tren on my 1st cycle? I have read up on it, and it sounds like a pretty safe steroid. Yeah, I'd rather use 400mg of test for 8 weeks, but I don't have that, and I will not take any unneccessary risks that I don't have to. I have already spent 9 months in prison a few years ago for two counts of possession of a controlled substance and I won't do that again if I can help it. I'm 29 years old and no I didn't go to jail for steroids, but I have over 3 years clean from illicit drugs and I have been working out the whole time, and now I've been looking into using something to help with gains because of my nature to be skinny. I'm 5'9" about 165lbs even after 3 years of training and eating. I know my diet isn't perfect, but it's not that bad either. I'm just researching this stuff, and I have not committed to anything yet. So, back up your reasoning not to use tren and maybe I will listen. Otherwise, could someone please tell me how to homebrew this stuff?