no no, all cash foir this visit, i explained that it would be detrimental to my care for him to not keep this betwen me and him because i would just quit coming and i obviously need treatment, he agreed and said while he does not agree with any of it he does want to help me.....i just paid cash for the bloodwork.....i think i used everything properly...im on prop right now about a gram a week, 150 proviron a day....1500hcg a week since trying to get shit going right. ....off and on with the anti e's.... .5 dostinex every 3days.....nothing nothting and nothiing...this is really horrible if someone could give me somehting i could do i would be much appreciated....i am young, (23)vlood presuure is fine, protstate is fine.....it must be gear related,....im going to go off gear, but i would like to know what the hell went wrong,....as sson as the blood work gets back ill let yall know....but even in that case, what can i do...what would be an option....the body dosent discrimintae between exo and endo test so i dont know that hrt would help......someone throw me a bone...im desperate at this point