My two cents ...........
Gear is a vicious trap .What I mean is that you will never be better than you were at your best on gear . And either you either keep using for the course of your life or except that risks you took ,and the money spent were basically a waste. Yes, you will be slightly bigger off gear for along time than you would have ever been had you just stayed at your natural peaked best .[most won't and shrink to nothing because they didn't build a maxed out natural base before touching gear] Once you mess with your hormonal pathways ,especially in your early 20s or late teens you are either asking for hrt for life or a big ego blow when you stop.
I have been clean for 11 yrs. And it is tough. I know my test levels never got back to it's prior clean days [before gear....of course I was much youger ,but it is not even close...no where near..not even a third] I can be 250 - 260 in decent shape ...if I have been consistant for a year or so [and am now .....after a very tough comeback from a horrible looking 283 after back surgery last year,god it was gross and took forever to look like me again] But in all honestly ,I am holding the same about of muscle or less than I did when I reached my genetic lean max .[which was basically 225 very lean and I hit that at 16 , I started training hard at 10 ......I pretty much was a lean 220- 230 from 16 - 23 ....then I went on and reached around 300 with in a year and a half sometimes that was pretty conditioned .....sometimes it wasn't ....lol] I have battled injury after injury over the last few years because It kills me that I won't ever be as strong as I once was . And I just tend to get stupid and push harder than I need to when my training is going well .
Gear is a tool , that should be used ,for top guys to reach there max genetic potential, or for health /anti aging.......but for most it is a trap . A mistake and a stupid risk that you will look back on in your 40s and 50s as a mistake.
Will you Keep your gains off gear through out the rest of your life ? Hell no . Ask Tom Prince or MIke Morris . They were two of the biggest strongest pound for pound guys on the planet .[both swore they would be still huge with out gear ]Now ,both are lucky to break 170 .Yes ,they have health problems .but that is what happens when you don't build a base before using gear . And I belive even if they didnt get sick and they quit they would have still got skinny.I had a friend when I was young that was my fromer training partner .He was a lean Black guy .That worked very hard in the gym and ate right .He peaked out at maybe 190[nice physique] without gear maybe alittle less ] He went on and with in a year was a hard 242 . On his small frame ,with his muscle bellies . He looked huge. His dad found out he was on . And threatened not to keep paying his bills or his way through college. He quit imediately. With in 4 months he was 167 . People thought he had AIDS ...he didnt even look like the same guy . And although he has stayed with training ,to this day.He hates it and stays at maybe 180 . Another guy I know was a teen sensation. This guy was 5'9 263 with viens in his legs and chest ,at 19 competed in his second show at 244 .He was freakishly strong too. But after getting some pub.......he realized that bbing was a joke financially and had ton of behind the scene politics involved . He quit the sport and focused himself on school instead.[ now is a successfful chemist with a PHD] but with in a few months was down to 185 with he still maintains today and is weak as hell despite staying in the gym all these years. Another guy I know was your classic skinny guy .Always a lean smaller guy with a nice frame.He worked for me and always had a huge insecurity about his size.[we have some monsters that work for me ...4 .....400 lbers and several over 300] He could workout like a madman and eat like a horse and not break 155 . He finally Did a cycle or two and broke 175 .Suddanly he is getting noticed by all the girls [ the guy was about 5'9 ,but had that nice ripped male model look] He hadn't been laided in several years . Then all the sudden he fucks like 7 girls in the first 2 months of sporting his new look. He ends up getting a girlfriend and she insists he quit using the gear. Next thing he knows he is 147 and the girl leaves him. [tragically ,he was killed in a freak accident shortly after this as well ] I could list dozens of such instances over my time in this game. I mean just countless stories like these guys.
Most of you have no reason to be using in the first place if you really looked at it objectively. And when you come off you are in for a rude awakening. I am lucky, because I had world class athlete genes. And wasnt a huge responder to gear. But I am no where near as big ,strong ,fast , or hard looking as I was on gear.[your muscle are rounder on , more vascular ,ect....you just have a different look even when in the same condition] My past personal best in size and strength continue to haunt me .And it sucks to know at 37 ,I will never be better unless i turn back to drugs. That is the reality my friends .Like it or not .It is the truth .You can train smarter , eat better , but you can't overcome chemistry .
Am I against drugs ? No,not at all When used correctly , sefely , and for the right reasons . The fact that they try to push higher and higher standards in sport ,yet control doping is a complete joke . But for joe shmoe that just wants to be the big gym in the gym or just wants look better in the bar or on the beach and stand out.There are batter ways than turning to drugs . That is a stupid trap that you won't be happy with in the end. In fact most guys that do shows shouldn't .It is not hard to see if you have genetics or not .Sadly most guys are blinded by ego and being misguided.Being big has nothing to do with being a world class athlete or bber . It is your genes that make you and allow you to get to the top .not the drugs.Drug built athletes happen ,but never last , get to the top , or end up happy ......If most athlete just tried to max out naturally ,then accessed if the really had potential to be a top tier competitoer then took the next step . Then the sport would slowly clean itself up and things would change over time. Unfoutunately ,this will never happen .Man's nature is the quick fix .To work easier ,not harder. Things will get worse not beter..........
If you really think about it .Gear is a trap plain and simple.And that is a fact .