First off- that's sucks frikin balls. I dunno what kinda programs they have up in your part of town but there are food banks run by all kinds of different churches where I live and I know you probably don't want to but what the hell is wrong with food stamps? So many people who don't need them have them and you need them so go down to Family Health Services Building and apply. Doesn't take much as far as prerequisites. Hit me up bro, I've been sick for 6 years and trying to find a way through it so I may have some tips or tricks I don't know. Best of luck and my thoughts and prayers will be with you brother. And f*ck pride, you will still have it all just bc u need some help. EVERYONE needs help at times.
Ps you're still gaining, nice! Your shoulders and arms look a little more filled out as well as your lats. Now you just going to get a Bruce Lee cut since you can eat lol, lemonade brother, lemonade.
Hmu! And look at Baptist church, they helped feed me on the weekends at very least.