- Joined
- Sep 22, 2022
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- 151
Gentlemen, never underestimate the impact you may have on others. I have a garbage physique but I’ve been in the game for 40 years. I haven’t been on stage since my 20’s but not too long ago @southern muscle paid me an offhand compliment that I just didn’t feel I deserved. The feeling bothered me so much I just couldn’t shake it. I HATE FUKN POSERS and It made me feel the need to pay my dues so i sacked up and entered a show in the 50’s Masters class. During this prep my father died, home burned down, and I spent a week in bed so sick I could barely crawl to the bathroom but I stayed the course. My wheels are easily 6 inches smaller than they were when I was in my prime and the last time I saw a back as small as mine I was in the shower with my ex wife. I went over 300 lbs in my youth but those days are long gone and now my strengths have morphed into my weaknesses. As I got older and my joints/ tendon started to hurt, it took away my ability to train freaky heavy and the mass sort of melted off. The only edge I have left is willpower. I’d like to think my debt is paid in full and I’m now worthy of the compliment he gave. You can all make your own assessment