your first time

[alfresco]

Most everybody remembers the first time they had sex,
their first fist fight, their first car crash, the birth of
their first child, and the death of their first loved one.

What about your first shot and your first cycle?
The first time you were "on".

I do. I was over fifty years old and it was a miracle
compared to anything I had taken or done previously.
No workout routine, no vitamin, no mineral, no protein
supplement ever came close to body and mind altering
effect of testosterone.

I was naive enough (or just plain wanted to) to believe
the effect would be almost instantaneous. I can remember
like it was yesterday, running to the top of the stairs
at the gym, only hours after my doctor gave me my first
injection of testosterone, thinking this is "it." I feel great,
I can really feel it. Sure.

Then I was then away on job for a few weeks working
14 hours a day and I thought I was superman. Well, little
did I know what the real deal felt like. It took about 6 weeks
(and a shot in-between) before it hit me. I especially
remember laying on the couch reading one evening and
this overwhelming feeling of power, energy, vitality and
virility swept over me. My God I thought, what the hell is
going on? Not in a frightened way, but in a isn't this interesting
sort of way. So "this" is it thought. And it was.

Working out, I could swear that I got stronger and bigger just
by looking at the weights. The old poundage's were almost
effortless. Everything went up by leaps and bounds. Overnight.
My old shirts and pants did not fit any more. My physical
appearance was being transformed before my eyes. I had to
hold back in my training, everything was taking off. I did not
want to over train, injure myself, but I just felt plain invincible.
I have never felt anything like it before or since. (Caveat here . . .
I was rebuilding previously existing muscle tissue that had been
lost as a function of ageing but that in no way discounts what
occurred.)

While that feeling still persists to some degree or another
to this day, it is not as pronounced as it was at first and
perhaps it will never be and I'm just fine with that, some
physiological and psychological adaptation going on here I suspect.

I only use testosterone and only under a doctors supervision.
My dosages have gone up and down as we were trying to figure
where is the best place for me. I now feel I am where I feel the
best, where I need to be.

And like I have said both privately and publicly on this forum; I'm
glad that I am experiencing what I am now because it would have
been a terrible mistake for me to have taken AAS when I was younger
as I would have surely abused, overdone them.

I think many people are chasing that first rush, that first time
"high" they felt. Well, if my life experience means anything,
you will never experience that feeling ever again so get used to it.
Enjoy it while you can, and hopefully you did because it is not
reproducible, regardless of the dosages you chose to experiment with.

That's my story . . . what is yours?

 

[wicked]

great post

Always good to read and learn from others and their experiences.

 

[njpooldude]

junior year in highschool... i was 16?

My bestfriends older brother... ( was just on mtv's G's to Gents)

used to feed us dbol and shoot us with test... i had no idea what i was doing... either did he now that i think about it...

He was crazy..but i got pretty dam big, pretty dam fast..

After that i did a few 10 -12 week sust runs...

ill always remember it was a month or 2 after my last shot, and i was FINALLY about to screw this "summer girl" that i dreamed about for 3 or 4 summers... .. it was like a wet noodle, so horrible :/

 

[Orterto]

which guy from g's to gents?

 

[njpooldude]

cee..

He used to be pretty dam big actually.. Then other drugs got in the way..

He is one of the funniest dudes i grew up with, and he is truely the biggest con ive ever known

 

[njpooldude]

How come all the good threads never get any replys?? But STUPID ones have 2,3,4 pages??

 

[cpesloco]

I remember it like it was yesterday even though it was 11 years ago. I had no clue, no research, i wanted to get bigger but did not want to look like a monster and have people asking questions. A friend of mine offered me sust or laurabolin. told me the sust was the strong stuff and the laurabolin was the weaker stuff. my cousin and i split a bottle of laurabolin. pinned that shit with an 18 gauge in the ass.
needless to say I was a stupid 22yr old, who was ignorant to what I was doing. Nothing gained from it but a bad taste in my mouth. It was years later before I even thought about messing with ASS.

 

[terryd5150]

... It was years later before I even thought about messing with ASS.

Wow, you musta took the needle hard.

It never slowed me from getting ASS.

In fact for me the ASS got to be an addiction.

 

[terryd5150]

Seriously...

I was 30. One Sostenon rediject a week.


I felt like friggin' Superman.



Awesome, just awesome.

 

[nosmas]

I was cautious...

I spent seven months lurking this board and another "sister" board of this one reading, learning, studying, asking questions and getting all the info I could get my eyes on before I ever stuck in my first pin.
I was saturated with knowledge. I hardly ever made a post but I spent hours every day on ProMuscle and Alinboard in between classes in school and consumed with learning all I could about procedure, products and the people in this counterculter. It has served me well.