For example, I have no problem walking into random gyms and sparring dudes, doing crazy remote jungle treks in Southeast Asia, and going bungee jumping, but put me in a small enclosed space with no windows (like a crowded subway, or an MRI machine), and I start sweating like a rapist, thinking of anything I can do to get myself out of there.
So my physiatrist put me on buspar... Its non habit forming and he claims it treats social anxiety. My Dr thinks I have social anxiety I prefer to be alone though true not all the time I hate being lonely which is weird... I dont think I have social anxiety I can interact with anyone once I get to know them...
That makes sense. I'm kind of like that too. I don't know if social anxiety is the best term for it (I just think there are a lot of assholes out there, and it's exhausting trying to either deal with them or avoid them haha).