Yea let’s not make him better in death. He hurt the sport and pushed a lot of kids to stupid shit, dead at 29 is sad but who didn’t see this coming. A LHW. Pushing 5,000mg a week cycles plus plus the Zyzz, Piana, and Loyd of this world aren’t good for anyone except maybe as a cautionary tale, I mean when you have guys like us who take the stuff required to compete at top levels for decades and we are goin “you took how much fucking shit?!?!?” Then people applauded him for transparency bc they wanted to believe that guys like Jay, Branch, Ronnie take what Bostin took and even more bc it explained why their genetics or lack of dedication to training and diet were the reason they weren’t IFBB Pros and Bostins moronic cycles proved they’d have looked like Phil if only they’d taken more gear and most did anyway. On one of his RIP videos he was talking about his Contra Costa cycle, looks 19 years old and said “start with my research chems when I wake up…then 1,500 mg test, 800 EQ, and 800 deca” I stopped the clip there bc I’d heard enough. We all roll the dice to a degree in this lifestyle but jumping out without a parachute is suicide not transparency.