haha i'll go for this.
i have a lil problem with anxiety. it was bak when i was 22, it was 1 cc of sus in the needle, and my friend was going to give me my first injection, i was all cool up until i saw the pin. haha it was funny as hell, when he was ready to inject, he said "hold still"
me: "I am"
him: "dude, you're fucking moving like you're about to sprint away from me"
me: "ok" so i try hard as hell to stay still.
and Bam he stuck in the needle, and when i felt it go in, even tho it didn't hurt, my brother said my face got pale as if a vampire had just drained every drop of blood from my body. and i got dizzy as hell, and felt like i was about to black out. hahaha. i wish to god i woulda had that recorded, i mean, i would love to see now how i looked then.
anyway, i think about it now and then, and i crack up, considering now i do almost all my own shots, except glutes, but i shoot, bi's thighs. but i wonder if i had that same look when i did "my" first shot by myself.
JW