SWOLEN1 said:
You're on your fourth cycle and sitting at 180lbs now, in which you started at a weight of 175lbs? Its definitely time to reevaluate your training, diet, and sleep patterns, not your drug ingestion. Do you keep any of your gains when you come off, or did you start using gear at an extremely low weight?
SWOLEN1 said:
300 grams of protein per day
3000 calories per day
i dont watch my fats or anything else cause im only wanting mass right now
And there is your problem, blatantly spelled out by your own hand. If you don't watch your fats or anything else then how do you expect to gain, just hope for the best and wait for the outcome? I'm guessing those numbers you've thrown up are actually quite a bit different than you think. When I first started getting into bodybuilding a mentor of mine forced me to record what I was actually taking in a day. I swore to him that I was stuffing myself and eating as much as possible, but when I looked at the numbers I was barely consuming 2,500 cals. It was a real eye opener to say the least. So, until you start watching your fats (and make sure they're of the essential variety), your carbs (complex variety), and protein (retrieved from whole food, not 10 shakes a day) you're never going to get the results you're after.
SWOLEN1 said:
and im not concerned about my body fat right now im about 11% or so
This is a scary thing I see far too much of. The goal of "bulking" isn't to gain as much fat along with muscle as possible, its to gain as much muscle along with the minimal amount of fat. When trying to gain weight undoubtedly you are going to pack on a bit of fat, its just the nature of the beast, but you should not run into it with reckless abandon and add weight by any means necessary. Your weight is just a number, its the composition that matters. I would MUCH rather be 180lbs at 10% bf than 200lbs at 20%. Are you following me? Jumping up from a rapid accumulation of bodyfat (along with whatever muscle you might gain) is extremely hard on the body. You are stressing your organs in ways you can't imagine. Its not healthy and if you aren't competing there is NO justification for doing it.
Put the drugs in the back of your mind, just let them do what they do and don't obsess about them. Focus on your training and diet, ITS NOT THE DRUGS!