My appoligies to Professionalmuscle and Big A

[Iabadman]

Some of you chose me to be your featured member .[although,I didn't think it was warranted ] But Big A made the call and I want him to know I did consider it a big honor to be featured on this board in anyway . This is an amazing place with amazing people . So many have been kind and concerned during my ordeal . I can not thank you all enough . Big A's great company sent me some of his great products to try and I must say his protien is top notch period. Mixes well and tastes great too. And I wasn't a big believer in glutimine ,but his glutimine product seems to be helping me during this rough time ........great stuff and well worth the investment.I didn't contact the other sponsers because I wasn't sure who I was supposted to contact,but I am sure if they are Big A approved ,then they are great as well.

My appoligies to Big A and the members of the board .I am sorry I haven't been more active or on top of my e-mails /pms . Not to make excuses,but I have been near death several times in the last few weeks .And while I try to check in or have Kris check in for me asap . I just haven't had a ton of strength as of late to post .MRSA is kicking the crap out of me and it has me a little rattled to be honest. I am not done fighting this and may be heading to Europe for treatment there soon if things don't start to get much better.I am so worn out and alittle scared. Not so much for myself ,But for those that still need and depend on me in my life.

Also R.I.P to my friend Doug Barnes .He died last thurs at 54 . Way too young to die . He was a kind ,loving , and respectful guy [always put me on a pedistool ] He is around the 22nd person I have known that I believe that the bbing lifestyle contributed to his early death . In fact ,his training partner died 8 yrs before at 39 .[Sam Ross R.I.P. he was a great guy as well ] Doug was the kind of guy that made you feel like a hero ,never talked shit about people , and wasn't negative about life even though he had so many reasons to be ........I am very sad to lose him......anyway ,guys please take care of your health and be smart for me .....ok ?

In closing so many people here have inspired ,taught ,reached out , and shared with me here that I will say once again much love and thanks to you all .You all count and all matter to me [ thanks especially Brad, his product is great too ...I will pimp with permision from Big A very cool to do that for me , Sean ....can't wait to meet if I am still around. Hope your Dad is doing well .....Bald Nazi ....brothers til the end bro .......and buffedbecca.....always been a kind ,classy friend .....so glad you found someone so great.he rocks and so do you...Bulldog21 .....my boy ...damm ,I love this guy plain and simple ....Lynx and Jt ....best cookies in the world and awesome people .....JT made me smile everytime I have ever heard his voice ....he and lynx are my kind of people ....oldfella ....the key to this board ....positive ,smart ,kind ,classy , and cool.....garithv ...this guy means more to me than he could ever know.....talk about a quality friend and person ....I feel blessed to know the man ...hope you are well bro ...and of course Big A .....happy belated B-day ....thanks for the great board that has touched my life ,the inspiration , and the friendship ....all my best to you and you family .hope you had a special b-day .I really do ]

 

[MAINEVENT]

There is NO need to apologize for not being around Jason. With everything that you have been through, and everything that your going through...none of us expected you to be here much at this moment. Just know that you are missed a lot and although you may not know it I think about you and how your doing every day.

Im sorry to hear about your friend. Although its too young, hopefully he enjoyed life to the fullest and took advantage of every day that he could. I think thats all anyone could ask for.

Good luck in your recovery and if you get a chance, either you or Kris, please keep us updated on how your doing and what your doing.

 

[JETHRO TULL]

HANG IN THERE!

Beat this thing. We want you around.

 

[Sassy]

Like Main wrote... you don't need to apologize. All you need to do is get better. This is a time that you need to concentrate on you. Once you are better and your strength is back, you can go back to doing the things you need or want to do. There are time in our lives that we have to step back and take care of our selves.

Take care of your self and keep us posted when you get a chance.

 

[hotttsauce]

Do what you need to do and let us know on how things are, best of luck to you!

 

[BALDNAZI]

My brother...

I contacted you and I did not get a response which is not like you so I knew you were laid up pretty good. I am worried sick about you man. You have always been there for me, and have offered yourself in anyway possible. Well Im offering the same, so please just ask.

If you need a place to stay in NYC you can stay here brother. We have amazing hospitals here, just incase Europe is not an option. Im sure you are doing the research and working with your doctors, but please if something isnt working get a second, third opinion ASAP.

I will go fucking crazy if something happens to you Jason. Like I told Dante on IM, your the big brother I never had. AND YOU WILL BEAT THIS THING. It will take alot more then this to destroy you. The key is you and your will to fight and not give up, we know you have that in you for sure. Do not give up J, you are a beautiful human being and we need people like you in our lives.

Life doesnt mean a fucking thing if you dont have love in it. And you have all the love in the world from people in your life and people you have never even met. Hell, this board is full of people from across the globe that care for you. Keep fighting.

Everyone sees the goodness in your heart, there are not many men like you on this planet. I will pay you the highest compliment I can ever pay anyone my brother. You know how good my dad was, how kind and giving he was, how much of an angel he was that touched so many lives...you possess those same qualities my friend, you are cut from the same cloth. I lost my dad last month, but Im not losing my big brother do you hear me? You will get through this, and we will share many laughs and good times in the years to come. I love you brother.......

 

[Iabadman]

Thanks main ,sassy ,JT,and Bald Nazi..........I tell you something BN your post brought somes tears to my eyes for real bro .To be mentioned in the same breath as your father means the world to me and I will do my best to live up to the compliment that you paid me . When I come out to NYC it will be for steak ,story , and ass rolling time........not to have holes cut in me and to have you watch me rott from the inside out.....this sucks bro ....big time....but I will be ok in time.......no matter what ......I will be fine.......You keep taking care of your family and along way the keepi planning your next move .You cross my thoughts often .You have all the character any man could hope to have . I just want you to find your peace and happiness .Whatever that is . Don't give up on ever finding it .[ Picture JT's summers off ......nothing but beautiful country , no money worries , or greed around him ,just nature ,friends ,and his beautiful lady by his side ,training ,sunning ,swimming,eatting..............now if that doesn't give you something to shoot for, I don't know what else would........but knowing you. It you might be me ,you , a nice room room at the Ritz Carlton in NYC full of black and latin girls ......me ordering room service [lots of steaks of course...lol] and holding the camera .....you putting all the dirty work with the ladies....lol....that would probably peace /heaven on earth in your eyes....lol....jk] Just know that I have mad love for you .And to recieve a compliment like that definately will put me to bed smiling and hurting less.........thank you my brother......thank you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[JETHRO TULL]

It you might be me ,you , a nice room room at the Ritz Carlton in NYC full of black and latin girls ......me ordering room service [lots of steaks of course...lol] and holding the camera .....you putting all the dirty work with the ladies....lol....that would probably peace /heaven on earth in your eyes....lol....jk]

I am not sure I want to see that film! lol.

I tried that home video sex tape stuff once- My advice be in really good shape. My partner ended up looking like a victim. Picture some poor little chic under some big bastard with a red face, sweat dripping off the eyebrows huffing and puffing, throwing the gal in different positions, while making sure the camera angles are right!

She looked good when you could actually see her! Fun but if I ever do that again I'll be lean, have a tan, and will have been doing some cardio before hand. It will be a much more pleasing theatrical experience for all!

 

[Iabadman]

Ha ha ....I so picture you so being the gross sweaty guy too ....lol.....that was classic .......I got to see the master peice some day ......ha ha ......Since I have banged tons of porn stars I will give you are the tips for your next movie role....hee hee......I think your porn name should be Bronco billy .......ha ha ......the challege would be to find a babe that could ride you for more than 7 secs........the winner would get a nice prize which would be a beating from ms lynx........ha ha .......Bronco let me know ,I could get that set up for your big butt in a heeartbeat,,,,,lol.......we have our own studio at my club to make movies as well......wink...lol

 

[Iabadman]

Any film starring the BN would be classic and very dirty ........the man has verbage for things i didn't even know existed .........He is a true barbrian .....to see him happy and tearing up some ass would be the highlight of my life........the expressions on the man would be priceless.......

 

[mike1107]

why the hell do u apologize bro ???

take care of u, that's all we want for u bro ! we want a healthy march featured member !!

did u get my text on ur cell phone Big J ?

 

[badman]

Hang in there Jason and get better. MRSA is a pain in the ass, but I know you are strong and stubborn enough to get through the rough times. Only reason I was able to come back is I am back in California for a little bit time to head back to base in a few hours meaning no more internet hah.....

Take care Jason try to talk to you soon.

 

[speedbacker]

Get healthy bro.

 

[bulldog21]

I know something has been up when we have gone this long and haven't talked....I figured you hvaing been fighing this thing pretty good brother. Please, please make sure and do everything you can to get better. WE need you aroun my friend.

Besides...We still haven't hit up Vegas yet and I need to have a batchelor party!!! lol

If you have the energy this week hit me up man and let em know how you are doing....We need to catch up bro....

Natalie and I are still praying for you and thinking about you....Hang in there man..

 

[buffbabeca]

my big brother Jas... i have been worried sick about you.. even texted BZ to check and see if he had heard from you.. and HE didnt reply either.. i was like OMG no way i cant worry about BOTH of my big bros.....

i know u are fighting and wont give up... i wont let you.. keep fighting the good fight and i am praying for you every day....


yes BZ has some "interesting" terms for things... all i will say is something about "making the room look like a murder scene" comes to mind LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO


i love ya Jas and u know how to contact me if u need anything

 

[Anti_hero]

No need to apologize bro you have helped many on this board even if you dont realize it. I tried to PM you the other day but your box was full, and I know you are as busy a person as they come. Im glad you recieved the Monavie and like the product. You can shoot me an email or give me a call anytime you have my card and website. Hope you start feeling better soon MERSA is some nasty shit. Two of my buddies had it not long ago, not as bad as you but I know that its not fun. Take care Jason

-Brad

 

[Tyrone]

Just get better and come back stronger MAN as we know you will. Most of us don't even know you very personally but you're held in high regards because most can actually see the great person you are. Get well bro!!

 

[K1]

Absolutely no need for apologizes bro!! Your health should always be your number one priority!! Take your time to heal and focuss on that first!! You're a great asset to the boards and community bro, we understand what you're going through and wish you nothing but the best!! Nothing but respect for you bro!!

 

[Big A]

Like everyone else said, what the hell are you apologising for? You want me to swim over there and kick that pretty boy ass???

 

[oldfella]

Like everyone else said, what the hell are you apologising for? You want me to swim over there and kick that pretty boy ass???

Hold on there Big A, I'll bring the boat over and we can both go and kick that pretty boy's ass!! LOL, it's too long of a swim and there are sharks in those waters.

jason, we all love you brother, your apology is not needed! None of us worry about you not posting much, what we do worry about is seeing you to good health and well being. This is the thing that has us all concerned the most. I think of you daily and only wnat you to get better. You are a true brother to us all here and have touched so many lives with your kindness and wisdom. We need more people around like you man. Just get well Please brother! Please!!! We will wait for you no matter how long it takes. Besides man, we got some serious steaks to eat here in OZ, just get here will ya! Hurry up too cause I'm fucking starving.