Hi,
Where can I begin, I have been off cycle for about a year. During this year my sex drive has not returned. In the past I cycled non stop for at least two years. My body is a mess and nothing is returning to normal. I thought giving my body a long enough down time it would return eventually. I was wrong, I'm a mess no sex drive my estrogen feels high and I'm emotional. My testicles are always in a shrunken state and my Penis always feels turtled "shrunken within its skin", and very uncomfortable. I'm embarrassed and has hurt my sex life with the love of my life, and causing issues with our relationship. Recently I ordered Human Grade Test from a sponsor out of desperation to correct my issue running 500mg each week. I'm about 3 weeks in and no benefit. I have no medical insurance.. I feel like shit.. I'm weak.. depressed. I know I did this to myself but I'm lost where do I begin to correct this issue. I know I need to get blood work. Any ideas to get it done cheaply? I feel ashamed daily and disgusted with myself as I'm lost. I have been in the game a long time and I feel ruined. I'm reaching out for help and the best guidance to continue forward. I'm not running any anit-estrogen currently. Is my gear fake.. or is my body just fucked. I find it hard to continue daily.. Yes I'm depressed but not to a great level, just feel down each day that starting test has not corrected my issue. I'm lost and I hopeful someone can offer direction, to get to the bottom of this issue.
Thanks Greatly!
Where can I begin, I have been off cycle for about a year. During this year my sex drive has not returned. In the past I cycled non stop for at least two years. My body is a mess and nothing is returning to normal. I thought giving my body a long enough down time it would return eventually. I was wrong, I'm a mess no sex drive my estrogen feels high and I'm emotional. My testicles are always in a shrunken state and my Penis always feels turtled "shrunken within its skin", and very uncomfortable. I'm embarrassed and has hurt my sex life with the love of my life, and causing issues with our relationship. Recently I ordered Human Grade Test from a sponsor out of desperation to correct my issue running 500mg each week. I'm about 3 weeks in and no benefit. I have no medical insurance.. I feel like shit.. I'm weak.. depressed. I know I did this to myself but I'm lost where do I begin to correct this issue. I know I need to get blood work. Any ideas to get it done cheaply? I feel ashamed daily and disgusted with myself as I'm lost. I have been in the game a long time and I feel ruined. I'm reaching out for help and the best guidance to continue forward. I'm not running any anit-estrogen currently. Is my gear fake.. or is my body just fucked. I find it hard to continue daily.. Yes I'm depressed but not to a great level, just feel down each day that starting test has not corrected my issue. I'm lost and I hopeful someone can offer direction, to get to the bottom of this issue.
Thanks Greatly!