I just came back from one, I was going to head to the gym and do some cardio and cals but I said screw it let me go run up to the park at the end of my street and I'll do some sprints when I get there.
I cannot begin to tell you how disappointed I am in myself right now. I do incline walk or the elliptical at the gym but I haven't been running outside in years, just haven't don't know why.
It started off all bad, I felt like a robot as I was running and not like terminator cgi badass robot like 50's bad sci-fi costume robot. Just really stiff and couldn't get into a rhythm and I was out of gas after the half mile to the park. I walk to the back of the park to do some sets of sprints and it's like I'm missing gears. I was always fast really fast and I just couldn't get rolling.
Did my sprints and walked home like I had just lost my dog. This is unacceptable I need to get back into some kind of actual shape not just gym shape, for the first time in my life I felt like a meathead today.
Someone empathize with me please, I need it