Ok fellas I should have listened to Maldrof and other guys from here ,i learn my lesson on a hard way ,this is a wake up call for me after a miocarditis in 2010 , a MI in 2017 and now this , last monday i wake up with a slight pain in my left hand , i did my weight trainig and the next day my fingers start to become blue and very painful ,my wife convice me to go at ER they did a few blood work and a EKG all came back good troponine the same ,a few markers ck and ck-bm came back elevated but from weight training and muscular fever ( know from the past )i was send home and get some anti inflamatory gel ,i stop training until next monday when i did back and biceps ,at the gym i meet a dr cardiologist who saw my hand and send me back to ER , same as last monday but this time they did am ECO dopppler and all my blood vesel from fingers to shoulder was clear , but at the Angio CT at the arm it appears as something 10 mm blocking the subclavian artery my dr says it is a blood cloot for sure and put me on xarelto 20 mg a blood thinner (i think im gona be on this for the rest of my life )with 100 mg baby aspirin this one i was taking from MI . What i think it cause this blood cloot was high estrogen and maybe on the MI was the same trigger, all my blood work was perfect actually best ever ,rbc hct hgb was in range plattelets was a bit elevated but still in range 310 with range from 200-450 ussualy sit at 250,my total cholesterol 132 ,my ldl 60 ,all my liver enzyme and kidney creeatinine was in range ,i was taking a lot of health supp and baby aspirin with one pill of nattokinase and 1-2 teeaspon of now Fish oil day . I was playing with fire and i want to do my final tren cycle ,this year i turn 40y/o and my plan was after this only trt and maybe a small blast 10-12 weeks year of 200 deca week with 200 test for my joints and 2-4 gh ,right now i was on 600 cyp split on MWF with 300 tren e same 100 mg MwF first 4 weeks and the next 2 weeks tapper down and switch from tren e to 70 tren a mwf and dbol 20 mg M-F and 4 ui gh same M-F no ai My plan was to run for 2 more weeks but after last monday when my hand start hurt i only did 125 mg test on monday and 125 mg this monday before to know abouth the blood clot . So from now i was thinking to stop everything for a few weeks and from now on only trt for me 100-150 mg and maybe 2 ui hgh ,after my MI i stop all for about 10 months but fell miserable even with my blood work of total and free test on the middle of the range ,i was using gear from 17 y/o cycle on and off with at least 3-4 months year complety off so i think trt is neccesarly in my case I'm not looking for an excuse but when im off my blood sugar start to rise same with lipids and my dick does not working feel depressed and all that shit… My next step is to test myself from blood clooting dissorder and hope that i can dissolve this blood clot with Xarelto and not need another stent implant .