health update

[Thappy]

they all can in theory, and ive seen many claim that via many compounds, for me it was LSD. Remember like alan watts said about psychedelics "once you get the message , hang up the phone" and robert anton wilson added "anything more is transcendental masterbation". It take time to fully understand and comprehended and implement the realizations given to us via the revelations and epiphanies we experience during these times. I enjoyed changa which is like ayuhuasca more than blasting off on DMT. DMT I always met bizarre and malovelent entities and it was taxing on my nervous system. changa is way more fun and manageable, ive tried and done them all, including novel ones, o-pce, 3meopcp, FXE, MXE, all psychedelics and potent, 4acodmt etc , DOM,DOB, A-PVP, A-PiHP, 2-CB, MESCALINE HCL , MDA

ego death is not the goal, ask dr carl jung or aldus huxley etc. ego dissolution is the key
check out dr john lilly "metaprogramming the human biocomputer" he wrote it after a heroic dose of K

doors of perception from aldus huxley was also written after heroic mescaline dose

I found changa more mild than dmt same if not shorter time frame. Im from australia too the birthplace of changa haha

 

[Muay Thai]

I found changa more mild than dmt same if not shorter time frame. Im from australia too the birthplace of changa haha

mine were never mild but not quite as outer body experience like n,ndmt in a dab rig 75mg. changa is much more enjoyable also, but if you make your own, you can make it as strong as a dmt blast off, just alter the ratio of it vs maoi vs desired herb//s. they jus recently banned syrian rue , harmine/harmaline hcl and any other viable maoi in USA to formulate changa, its super easy to make and fun, it can be made with one less step using dmt fumarate rather than n,n,dmt - but n,ndmt better

I used to see alien stuff everytime on changa also. I would go look at my girlfriend after ripping it sandwich on a bowl even, and she would be glowing, and her insides actually designed in the pattern and texture/appearance of a computer motherboard of some sort, lots of electricity and diff colored lights, and she was projected upward as a hologram it was insane! same thing everytime but a lil diff when I would look at her. and I would burst into tears (happy tears) with no preceding feeling or hint, normally one can tell anytime they are going to cry, I call it spiritual baptism for the beautiful views it provides lol

 

[KingOfSushi]

I assume you’ll be coming off the ment now?

 

[KillerStack]

ego death is not the goal, ask dr carl jung or aldus huxley etc. ego dissolution is the key
check out dr john lilly "metaprogramming the human biocomputer" he wrote it after a heroic dose of K

doors of perception from aldus huxley was also written after heroic mescaline dose

I read about Lilly. His thing was taking LSD, go into a flotation device and communicating with dolphins lol.

 

[BigNJ]

Wishing you the best.
Yes, once we hit our 40s, health should become the first priority.

 

[LK3]

amen bro, I am on it, and haven't pushed cycles since 2020 probably. Proud member of the geriatric veteran moderation club lol.

You may be the only person that I have ever that has taken more lsd than me after our talk lol.
I dropped LSD for example 1x per week sometimes two for 52 weeks straight in 2016. May explain some of my posts back then also on that peace and love trip. And frequently that and other psychedelics weekly from 2016 to 2020. destroying online dogma/lore by polypharma combos. I love lsd but it excites the hell out of my nervous system and I feel sparked out at same time. Vibrating excessively during come up wears me out. And for DMT - DMT is way too much on my nervous system and I am still dealing with the aliens I met. Ketamine is GOD, instant zen in microdoses for me. replicatinng the spravato nasal sprays is advantageous for me as it controls impulsivity to dose more frequent. I had a script for K before. Way too expensive

also, I was a candidate and invited to participate in a paid study at johns hopkins university in 2017 for treatment-resistant ptsd and psychedelic treatment which I never went to. Regret

lol
brotha, that 1/8 only lasted me 3 months! lol
50 sheets a year has been normal for 6-7 years.
years ago i wanted to see what things were really about and figured most ppl just couldnt handle the side effects of things like being wiered up or visuals so i figured id dose ed for 3 months min. doses between 200mcg and 1500mcg. i think most of the ppl who are considered experts on this subject really have no business talking, its like someone who did a few cycles explaining the ins and outs of gear. your relationship with compounds and how you preceive them changes over the years. years as in decades not once or twice. lol
i think lilly said he did the majority of his research on just one btl. there is no way to understand k until you can see what a btl a day is like. things change.

did you do the math on what 4-5 liters of k comes out to in weight?
when you can inject 200mg + and do normal things liek go to the gym life gets a whole different perspective

i keep ayahuasca in the fridge but thats not a toy like these others.

also, just one one note on language. drop that heroic dose shit. there is nothing heroic about doing drugs. most ppl just dont have the mind for it. in order to really progress on this subject those with some experience have to treat it and act with more respect. terminology like getting high or heroic doses really take legs out of all this.

 

[Thappy]

mine were never mild but not quite as outer body experience like n,ndmt in a dab rig 75mg. changa is much more enjoyable also, but if you make your own, you can make it as strong as a dmt blast off, just alter the ratio of it vs maoi vs desired herb//s. they jus recently banned syrian rue , harmine/harmaline hcl and any other viable maoi in USA to formulate changa, its super easy to make and fun, it can be made with one less step using dmt fumarate rather than n,n,dmt - but n,ndmt better

I used to see alien stuff everytime on changa also. I would go look at my girlfriend after ripping it sandwich on a bowl even, and she would be glowing, and her insides actually designed in the pattern and texture/appearance of a computer motherboard of some sort, lots of electricity and diff colored lights, and she was projected upward as a hologram it was insane! same thing everytime but a lil diff when I would look at her. and I would burst into tears (happy tears) with no preceding feeling or hint, normally one can tell anytime they are going to cry, I call it spiritual baptism for the beautiful views it provides lol

Hahahah well mild was probably the wrong choice of words as its strong just a notch down from the dmt...

I think its time for another break through here.... been a few years and life has been very hard and challenging since the start of this year... its calling

 

[Thappy]

lol
brotha, that 1/8 only lasted me 3 months! lol
50 sheets a year has been normal for 6-7 years.
years ago i wanted to see what things were really about and figured most ppl just couldnt handle the side effects of things like being wiered up or visuals so i figured id dose ed for 3 months min. doses between 200mcg and 1500mcg. i think most of the ppl who are considered experts on this subject really have no business talking, its like someone who did a few cycles explaining the ins and outs of gear. your relationship with compounds and how you preceive them changes over the years. years as in decades not once or twice. lol
i think lilly said he did the majority of his research on just one btl. there is no way to understand k until you can see what a btl a day is like. things change.

did you do the math on what 4-5 liters of k comes out to in weight?
when you can inject 200mg + and do normal things liek go to the gym life gets a whole different perspective

i keep ayahuasca in the fridge but thats not a toy like these others.

also, just one one note on language. drop that heroic dose shit. there is nothing heroic about doing drugs. most ppl just dont have the mind for it. in order to really progress on this subject those with some experience have to treat it and act with more respect. terminology like getting high or heroic doses really take legs out of all this.

50 sheets hahahaha wowwwwww

I hit it quite hard for a fair few years but nothing like that and nothing in the last 10-15 years at all on the paper side

 

[Muay Thai]

50 sheets hahahaha wowwwwww

I hit it quite hard for a fair few years but nothing like that and nothing in the last 10-15 years at all on the paper side

@LK3 is dr alexander shlulgin reincarnated

I wish I could partake. The only time I can dose is while on K because my CNS is so mellow and relaxed it doesn't excite even when introducing LSD. Microdosing K + 110ug > 3-500ug alone

plus I always mix in trees usually. I always wondered what the scene was like pre 2000, if you have any stories plz share

 

[alfresco]

@LK3 is dr alexander shlulgin reincarnated

I wish I could partake. The only time I can dose is while on K because my CNS is so mellow and relaxed it doesn't excite even when introducing LSD. Microdosing K + 110ug > 3-500ug alone

plus I always mix in trees usually. I always wondered what the scene was like pre 2000, if you have any stories plz share

K is the best.

 

[275bills]

K is the best.

What is this k you speak of ?

 

[KillerStack]

I just read on CNN that "lysergide tartrate" was very effective as a long acting anxiolytic in a new US study.

I'm just afraid of trying this type of stuff on my own. Like I'm anxious and they say you should not go into it if you feel unstable, but then they are used for just that, anxiety, so I don't know. But my gym friend said, "no need to be afraid, things just get brighter at lower doses" lol. His gf told me she was on antidepressants but was now "cured" with the acid, "go ahead, nothing to be afraid of." Was a while ago, don't know how these relative newbies will do longer term or if there will be a potential setback?

The K is interesting too but it would most likely be a huge hassle getting a script or get supervised treatment.

 

[Thappy]

@LK3 is dr alexander shlulgin reincarnated

I wish I could partake. The only time I can dose is while on K because my CNS is so mellow and relaxed it doesn't excite even when introducing LSD. Microdosing K + 110ug > 3-500ug alone

plus I always mix in trees usually. I always wondered what the scene was like pre 2000, if you have any stories plz share

most of my paper use was pre 2000 flick us a message and work out some way to chat tomorrow as ill be away from the computer for 24 hours

 

[LK3]

@LK3 is dr alexander shlulgin reincarnated

I wish I could partake. The only time I can dose is while on K because my CNS is so mellow and relaxed it doesn't excite even when introducing LSD. Microdosing K + 110ug > 3-500ug alone

plus I always mix in trees usually. I always wondered what the scene was like pre 2000, if you have any stories plz share

lol@shuglin
k probably isnt doing anything to your cns.
i can train totally normally on k, and at higher doses movement is almost necessary. probably its more of a head thing.
can not train normally on basically any other drugs of this type. ive tried everything.

the other part is both k and l will raise your bp. with yours already elevated going higher is probably whats making you uncomfortable.
previously i didnt think either would have much effect on bp but i have since learned different. as i started paying more attention to heart stuff i began checking mine doing both many times.

k and l also have extreme synergy, and and psilo too.
an interesting thing about k is there is some evidence to show it increases neuroplasticity.
the important par of l function is that it makes the whole brain work at the same time, rather then being compartmentalized and various parts active at one time. this explain some of that synergy and may also hold interesting potential for solving health issues, maybe even brain degradation/dementia/alzheimers. maybe it explains some of the weird healing things we hear.

i very much recommend injecting k at higher doses. becomes very different especially after you can get more comfortable with it. that said, it may not be the best idea for those with high bp. lol

pre 2000 i dont have too much interesting. i was mostly weed and rx pain pills and such around that time.

i was thinking about the eye stuff discussed early. aside from the brain stuff, maybe its helping the eyes by making them work more. we use glasses to help with vision but really they make it so the eye is doing less work. think about what i said about sun glasses. we use them to stop squinting but that squinting is us forcing the eye to work more. the visual cortex is active when you take l even with eyes closed. the other thing is i very much believe what we deem "normal" conciousness is actually more delusional then altered. quantem physics tells us that the world around us is actually constantly moving on a sub atomic level maybe some of what we think ar halucinations are really just seeing things closer to what they really are?

 

[LK3]

What is this k you speak of ?

thats what may help to increase the effects of your kratom.

 

[275bills]

thats what may help to increase the effects of your kratom.

Ketchup?

 

[alfresco]

What is this k you speak of ?

Ketamine

 

[KillerStack]

When I got glasses at 13 or 14 years old some said "you read too much" which I thought was baloney. But turns out there's truth to it. One interesting thing is I heard there are "night contacts" that somehow pull on the eye preventing change in its shape. Some mild cases of nearsightedness are helped by them. I've read so much on the phone last couple of years my vision got even worse, have an appointment in a couple of hours for a new Rx. My lens strength is -9.5 which is extreme, and now I can't read either, so it's going to be progressive lenses.

 

[stackdizzy]

Oh man I did K for like a month straight. This is like 25 years ago at least. I think the bottles were ten mg and I'd fill up a pin can't remember if it was 50 or 100units. First time was nuts I swear I could see myself like watching a movie. Went down to 20iu and not bad could function. Personally just got bored with it. Would not take it again but I had to take a benzo just to read this thread. Tried A or L twice once went to the casino had fun. Kinda feel dirty after taking that. Boomers I always have a great time. This was all pre 2000 era. Never been real big into this.type of stuff personally.

 

[Black Beard]

I went to GP doc today. BP was better than last month. 145/90 2x ea 30 min apart.

My ekg reading was normalish but since I have high BP since 21 and I'm only 36 and in extremely good shape-

he opted for me to go see a cardiologist. I mentioned I had elevated troponin during my hospitalization that I posted about and he said I could have had a stroke or mini-stroke in there. GREAT

about my kidneys

DX during hospitalization:

Diagnosis •AKI (acute kidney injury) (CMS/HCC)
•Acute renal failure (ARF) (CMS/HCC)
•Rhabdomyolysis
•Metabolic alkalosis
•Lactic acidosis
•Elevated troponin
•Hypocalcemia
•Hyperphosphatemia
•Transaminitis

he prescribed me propranolol 80mg for time being , something I have used before but at half the dose max. I had good results with it.


then I went to optometrist. I will need bifocals by 40. she said the high bp and TBI previously experienced may have affected vision permanently. I was eligible for bifocals NOW. jesus mary and joseph


I am thinking I should be on HGH indefinitely.

All those Dx can be related directly or caused by the rhabdo. The rhabdo causes kidney issues and kidney issues lead to electrolyte imbalance (hypocalcemia, etc).


You still caught the high BP early enough, sounds like so far you only have hypertensive retinopathy (vision damage from high BP).


The worst three things from long term uncontrolled BP 1. Increased heart attack/stroke risk 2. End stage renal disease AKA stage give chronic kidney disease (This is when you need dialysis for life) 3. Hypertensive heart failure IE your cardiovascular system gets fucked permanently.


Like with type 2 diabetes, the consequences and problems from high blood pressure are completely preventable with proper treatment and discipline. If you start today, you will walk away with retinopathy only and hopefully your cardiovascular system is still in alright shape.


Find the lowest dose of the least side effect medication you can use to get your BP under 130/90 ideally. (or increase cardio time/frequency, being as lean as possible and lowering AAS/TRT dosage can do it without meds in a lot of guys.)