A big apology from BBB

[bigbaldbulldog]

owe a huge apology to anyone who attended,competed or put on the Ironman Classic....

I was drawn into saying things i should of never said....I let my emotions get the better of me instaed of being an adult and mature i spoke before i thought and once you say something on here it's here for good...

My deepest apology too Jeramy Freeman,Blair, KIDROK, and many others. What i felt and what i said were not meant to hurt anyone and i think,know i know i did, for that i am so sorry...i never meant to hurt anyones feelings at any level..

Please accept my apology as i can be a real shit headed asshole at times and should learn to shut up most of the time and pick a better means of expressing my emotions to the people who have meant so much to me over the years and who have made me a better person today for their advice and friendship...

Now i hope the person who repeated the info from the other post repeats this to the right people...and the person who is stirring up trouble watch yourself it is a small world and you stirred up a hornets nest and your gonna get stung...you've made some ppl angry and they are looking for you...thanks again for readign this guys and take care

 

[cal]

kind of an odd post.

seems odd that you were the first on this board to say negative things about the aforementioned ppl, hercules etc...

and then put the onus on me.

not a big deal. I apologize to Blair, and Leni and Dean. I never said anything really about J.F. so, no need to get pissed of at me.

As far as the other guy, well I think sending PM's after my saying that he was not robbed, and threatening to beat me up as a result, ...does not deserve an apology. I did NOT start this whole thing and threatening to beat someone up, seems rather, juvenile and any ensuing insults, well im not sure why you would take such offense or be so suprised. And also threatening to tattle tale to J.F. and Blair, well I think that speaks for itself.

If anyone is that worked up over this still, well I find that to be rather strange and immature. I got over it, well i neve got that worked up over it in the first place.

Also BigBaldBulldog, since my name was associated with yours, when you bashed Hercules, ...that was NOT me, I didnt not mention or say anything about the gym. I think its fine and never had a problem with it.

 

[Vander_V]

owe a huge apology to anyone who attended,competed or put on the Ironman Classic....

I was drawn into saying things i should of never said....I let my emotions get the better of me instaed of being an adult and mature i spoke before i thought and once you say something on here it's here for good...

My deepest apology too Jeramy Freeman,Blair, KIDROK, and many others. What i felt and what i said were not meant to hurt anyone and i think,know i know i did, for that i am so sorry...i never meant to hurt anyones feelings at any level..

Please accept my apology as i can be a real shit headed asshole at times and should learn to shut up most of the time and pick a better means of expressing my emotions to the people who have meant so much to me over the years and who have made me a better person today for their advice and friendship...

Now i hope the person who repeated the info from the other post repeats this to the right people...and the person who is stirring up trouble watch yourself it is a small world and you stirred up a hornets nest and your gonna get stung...you've made some ppl angry and they are looking for you...thanks again for readign this guys and take care

WTF are u talkin about who are those people?
Oh and by the way say what you mean and feel , better to be honest then to be a kiss ass, people need to be less sensitive , i bet what you said isnt the worst that could have been said thats for sure.

 

[cal]

Nor did I say anything about J.F.'s wife or her motives, never talked to her, and dont' know he and therefore I would never make any sort of comments about her.


Those were clearly your insinuations and statements and definately not mine. I could care less about someone else's private life etc. Has absolutely nothing to do with me. Your comments about JF AND his wife, are clearly rooted in some personal animosity, blaming those comments on me makes no sense and is not taking responsibility for your statements. Are you going to say that I somehow "incited" you to make those comments about J's wife? or make implications about his loyalty? Did I make you make comments about insinuations that they were fake and simply used others? Those implications and insinuations as to J's character and his wife were simply from your thoughts and feelings.

But I do apologize to Blair, Dean, Leni and Jeramy. Things got out of hand as a result of PM's, and instead of letting things die out, I did make them worse than they needed to be, especially since, this whole "scene" is not that big a deal me, though I realize it is important to others and should have respected that. Case closed.

 

[cal]

Also BBB, since you are putting the blame on me,...

you are great personal friends of these ppl, and you say this ...esp commenting on a another man's wife's character, seems rather low to say that about someone and then blame it on me.....I have never been friends with any of the aforementioned ppl, but that is fine. it sounds like they are your great friends and you need them or something ...etc.

 

[bigbaldbulldog]

Cal i do not know what you are talking about but in short i was the one who said things they regreted and i was out of line and apologized for it....

I am not looking to blame anyone but me and simply said i got caught up in the moment and said things i had no right saying ....

I have not spoken to any of those guys in almost 18 months so i have nothing to gain by saying i was sorry..

as far you keeping bringing up JF and his wife every other sentance it is clear your trying to stir things up a bit and have a lot of growing up to do and your trying to fuel the fire with every post...

I'm telling you to let it go as it does not involve you in any way shape or form...So stop posting and rehashing the past and tossing the dirt back up into the air...Let me post my apology without interference from you...

 

[bigbaldbulldog]

Cal as a side note i never mentioned you in any way ...i got 17 PM's regarding the original post and you were of 17 guys who sent me opinions on the whole matter....Unless you have a guilty conscience or you said things to people you should of not said , i am not talking about you...


As far as hurcules gym goes....one of the best hard core gyms in central ny...

 

[PHIL HERNON]

Lets be honest here

BBB, you stepped up to the plate and apologized to your friends that you may have upset. You said some things from the heart and let your emotions get the best of you. You truly care for the people you upset, and it shows. I am sure a great guy like Jeremy F. will understand. All I ever hear from you is how great Jeremy is, how great Hurcules gym is, how impressive Blair M. is, how great KIDROCK is looking, etc. I truly can't wait to visit that place!!
CAL, I have met you once and you seem like a very decent guy and a hard trainer. You speak your mind and that's ok. It is ok for some people, but not all. You have said things about Jeremy, Will, myself, Blair, and it gets back to these guys and they get pissed off. Try not being so critical, it makes life a lot easier for all involved.

 

[bigbaldbulldog]

BBB, you stepped up to the plate and apologized to your friends that you may have upset. You said some things from the heart and let your emotions get the best of you. You truly care for the people you upset, and it shows. I am sure a great guy like Jeremy F. will understand. All I ever hear from you is how great Jeremy is, how great Hurcules gym is, how impressive Blair M. is, how great KIDROCK is looking, etc. I truly can't wait to visit that place!!
CAL, I have met you once and you seem like a very decent guy and a hard trainer. You speak your mind and that's ok. It is ok for some people, but not all. You have said things about Jeremy, Will, myself, Blair, and it gets back to these guys and they get pissed off. Try not being so critical, it makes life a lot easier for all involved.

Phil your a class act and i have learned much from you and it appears i still have alot to learn from you as a person and how to be a better human being...i can not thank you enough for being such a good friend and i am glad you understand where i was coming from...

i do truly feel like a piece of shit for things i said and i wish i could of taking them back..i know i hurt some very good friends saying some very unnecassary things...they were uncalled for and very immature...i did let my emotions get the best of me and i hope i think first...

I was out of line...

 

[PHIL HERNON]

BBB

Join the club. I really liked Vanders response. "What the hell are you guys talking about?" hahaahaahhha

 

[bigbaldbulldog]

WTF are u talkin about who are those people?
Oh and by the way say what you mean and feel , better to be honest then to be a kiss ass, people need to be less sensitive , i bet what you said isnt the worst that could have been said thats for sure.

All i can say is .....i was out of line..

Phil your right....again ...but i am glad your my friend ...and i hope JF and others are as forgiving as you

 

[rAJJIN]

BBB

Bulldog has been One of the most honest guys Ive gotten to know
from the commmunity. Not sure what all was said But I do know he is a man of his word and One of a select group that I consider to be a friend.

Shit happens bro..we all say things at times that maybe we wish we wouldnt have or we could take back but life goes on an all we can do is learn from our mistakes.

 

[bigbaldbulldog]

Bulldog has been One of the most honest guys Ive gotten to know
from the commmunity. Not sure what all was said But I do know he is a man of his word and One of a select group that I consider to be a friend.

Shit happens bro..we all say things at times that maybe we wish we wouldnt have or we could take back but life goes on an all we can do is learn from our mistakes.

I can not tell you Rajjin and Phil how much it means to me to hear you guys say those things about me....My girl just asked me " is there such a thing as being too honest or just too honest to the wrong people...." Hmm..interesting thought....

Thanks again and look forward to talking to you guys more often...

 

[BigBoyJ]

What? You mean people can piss other people off over the internet? That's just crazy. I would have never thought that was possible.

Take it from the guy who's pissed off more people over the internet than any other human alive....everything will work out fine.

 

[luckyone]

BBB ... it atkeas a big man to apologize and it takes big men to accept an apology. Your A1 in my book!!

your brother in Christ,

Lucky

 

[keepittous]

Big BB
I don't recall you saying any thing bad on the site. You just asked for some feed back on the show. You can't help that you know everyone running the show. Some times the truth hurts and friends know there friends weekpoints. "You always hurt the ones you love" You know the saying. Things are alway said in anger but never really relevant.
Maybe you will be on the Iron Man stage in 2006? You never know.

 

[Mr.Huge]

Im just curious...

but did this take place on this board? If so ok i can see the point of posting it here but, if not I personally think you should have just called these guys up or told em how you felt in person. Anyway as Vander mentioned who the hell are these people etc... lol BBB you crazy fool.... quit talking shit....lol j/k


Mr.Huge

 

[bigbaldbulldog]

Big BB
I don't recall you saying any thing bad on the site. You just asked for some feed back on the show. You can't help that you know everyone running the show. Some times the truth hurts and friends know there friends weekpoints. "You always hurt the ones you love" You know the saying. Things are alway said in anger but never really relevant.
Maybe you will be on the Iron Man stage in 2006? You never know.

Perhaps i will...i can be the comedy relief and then it can all come full circle..but to be honest keepittous, i did say some things that were out of line and wrong,...thanks for your support

BBJ....i guess it is all fun and games until your the one getting the wake up call....thank goodness i had someone point out i was out of line, kidrok, and i thank him for that...

I'm gonna keep my mouth shut about things for now on..stick to the topics at hand not topics of a personal level

Luckyone how is your family doing now speaking of situations?

 

[bigbaldbulldog]

WELL.......

but did this take place on this board? If so ok i can see the point of posting it here but, if not I personally think you should have just called these guys up or told em how you felt in person. Anyway as Vander mentioned who the hell are these people etc... lol BBB you crazy fool.... quit talking shit....lol j/k


Mr.Huge

In short Huge...i was asked about the Ironman classic show here in Syr,NY and i broiught some presonal feelings to the board concerning parties invovled with the show... through this board an individual repeated what i said to those parties and now it went from here over the internet to here in my own back yard..

I held those feelings inside for over 2 years and should of kept doing it but my emotions got the best of me....I should of approached the people i mentioned and aired my feelings to them not on here..

hope that helps anybody else to avoid doing that like i did....

 

[Moen]

You're not addicted to heroin too are you ?