im not sure if i understand the question but yeah i like being obssessed with something/someone (like a woman). i feel like im on a mission and it takes the boredom out of life and makes it real exciting and gives me something to look forward to,
BECAUSE THEN I DON'T HAVE TO CONSIDER A WHOLE BUNCH OF STUFF...JUSTONE THING.....MOST OF THE TIME IT'S SEX OR FOOD. HAHAHHA...I JUST HATE ALL THE OPTIONS.
I feel good when I am obsessed. Or its more like I block all other emotions and just let the obsession consume me. But when the obsession passes away I feel hollow and can be depressed for months.