Emotions are all over the place!!

[mike24]

I have been taking 50 mgs of winny a day for a week and iam all over the place.Mad then depressed and then happy.It's weird cause this is about my fifth cycle and I have never experienced this before.Oh I was taking a little prop also.Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.

 

[flexmaster]

the best advice i could give is to know that your are messing with your natural chemicals so try to be catious of that and keep self control. also keep in mind that the holidays are a very stressful time for a lot of people,so dont let it get to you. i have been battling a little bout of depression for some reason the last few weeks myself...so youre not the only one out there man. i believe it is lucian that has this quote in his posts: "nothing very good or very bad lasts very long."

 

[Phidias]

"nothing very good or very bad lasts very long."

Love can... until it kills you for good.

 

[Thor]

HOW TRUE

Love can... until it kills you for good.

It got me many years ago, as a result I don't do love anymore, I meet girls locally and online and tell em straight up that I am only in it for the fun. Take it or leave it.
Peter Wolf of the J Geils Band said it best in his song LOVE STINKS;

You love her but she loves him and he loves somebody else, you just can't win, and so it goes until the day you die, this thing they call love is gonna make you cry.

 

[Phidias]

You love her but she loves him and he loves somebody else, you just can't win, and so it goes until the day you die, this thing they call love is gonna make you cry.

And not just a small tear. No Christmas, none, when it hurts so much...

Talking of "winning", here are the lyrics of another song. People may laugh cause the band is rather classified as a disco one and everything that goes with the late 70's... hence often parodied for fun nowdays.

Anyway, each time I listen to that one I have a hard time containing my feelings: everything from the music to the voice is SO SAD.

ABBA - The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence

But you see

The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...

 

[healthfreak79]

Sounds like your on clomid

 

[Ashop]

I have been taking 50 mgs of winny a day for a week and iam all over the place.Mad then depressed and then happy.It's weird cause this is about my fifth cycle and I have never experienced this before.Oh I was taking a little prop also.Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.

when tou say 'a little prop' just how much?
could the holidays have you stressed or worried more than usual?

 

[BrooklynBB]

when tou say 'a little prop' just how much?
could the holidays have you stressed or worried more than usual?

Bump! This is probably the reason you're experiencing you're moments of sheer displeasure with life, wanting to kill yourself, change your haircut to being emo, etc.

 

[oldfella]

It will be the test causing your mood swings. When test is low then you can suffer depression and anxiety. Run the prop eod religiously. this will help stabilize levels. If you can get on as longer estered test, much more predictable than prop. But a degree of self control is also required here.