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I was showing a very good friend of mine the Professional muscle site so he could see what Hungry and I mean when we say strange things like “man can you believe what the fool who got his sorry ass banned today posted?” Between ourselves ProMuscle is no big deal to Hungry and I and unless it is a very close personal associate who askes about it… we keep our mouths shut… but I have been close to this dude since pre-school (and even in these cases of tight friendships we don’t speak openly about the board to others unless they would be serious enough to be more than a one time/one post financial contributor of a $200 minimum payment)
Anyway, He asked me what a kilo club member was and as a joke I told him it was
Someone who introduced them selves and asked for a cycle critique, followed by 999 posts that say “BUMP”
So I posted “BUMP” to show him what I was talking about and when I looked at it I was lucky to understand a third of what I had written.
Here is the point…
It’s been like this for a week now. Which is also when I started my new medication treatment at the Riverwood Group Treatment Center.
I try every night to make just one post but this one is the first one I have been able to make readable and that is only because Hungry Girl is typing for me right now (not the kind of dictation I want her to take tonight
). I also can’t read posts without closing my right eye, and even then there are “moderate” hallucinations. Not just on the screen but all around me everywhere I look. I have a consistent pattern of waking up half in the bed and half out with the computer (with promuscle still logged on) and completely unaware of how I got to that point or what happened the night before.
Keep in mind that in about the second or third week of February I start a new job with Boeing Aviation human resources providing information access for employees on savings, pension, healthcare, leave of absence services, timekeeping, and payroll and instructing other employees just to name SOME of the responsibilities of the job.
So I know what some would say… “Just stop taking the medication, problem solved!”
Well, easier said than done because it is a strong medication requiring a weaning off process so regardless of the decision to take it or not, I will still have to take a maintenance dosage. The clinic I go to puts a TON of pressure on all of us who take the meds to increase the dosage every day we come in. My medication cost is 13 dollars per dose and one dose ever day. The cost is universal for all the patients regardless of the milligrams used per dose.
I was fine up to the first 35 to 40 mg’s (the milligrams are increased 5mg’s per day for about the first two weeks, then after a meeting with a “counselor” the numbers change from an increase of 5mgs per day to an increase of 10mgs PER DAY!!
I am currently at 60mg’s per day and every day I am asked how I feel by the dude that administers the dose (whether I say I am feeling bad or good makes no difference and does not change the dosage) and If I don’t specifically ask to stay at 60mg’s it would be increased to 70mg’s then the following day 80mg’s. I KID YOU NOT! THERE ARE PATIENTS WHO TAKE A DAILY DOSE IN THE “HUNDREDS” ON TOP OF “HUNDREDS”.
After a dose is given and I leave the clinic, no immediate difference is noticed. It progresses slowly as the day goes on and “peaks” between 7:30pm and 10:00pm and then reverses and goes the other way so that by the time you reach the clinic the next day your ready.
Most of you (especially the doctors and professionals) have figured out what the medications name is, but for those who do not, it is Methadone; a painkilling medicine which (along with heroin and morphine) falls under the family of medicines called opioids.
I will let Hungry chime in now....
P.S> IF YOU KNOW HOW LONG IT TOOK TO MAKE THIS ONE SINGLE POST YOU WOULD SHIT!
Anyway, He asked me what a kilo club member was and as a joke I told him it was
Someone who introduced them selves and asked for a cycle critique, followed by 999 posts that say “BUMP”
So I posted “BUMP” to show him what I was talking about and when I looked at it I was lucky to understand a third of what I had written.
Here is the point…
It’s been like this for a week now. Which is also when I started my new medication treatment at the Riverwood Group Treatment Center.
I try every night to make just one post but this one is the first one I have been able to make readable and that is only because Hungry Girl is typing for me right now (not the kind of dictation I want her to take tonight
). I also can’t read posts without closing my right eye, and even then there are “moderate” hallucinations. Not just on the screen but all around me everywhere I look. I have a consistent pattern of waking up half in the bed and half out with the computer (with promuscle still logged on) and completely unaware of how I got to that point or what happened the night before. Keep in mind that in about the second or third week of February I start a new job with Boeing Aviation human resources providing information access for employees on savings, pension, healthcare, leave of absence services, timekeeping, and payroll and instructing other employees just to name SOME of the responsibilities of the job.
So I know what some would say… “Just stop taking the medication, problem solved!”
Well, easier said than done because it is a strong medication requiring a weaning off process so regardless of the decision to take it or not, I will still have to take a maintenance dosage. The clinic I go to puts a TON of pressure on all of us who take the meds to increase the dosage every day we come in. My medication cost is 13 dollars per dose and one dose ever day. The cost is universal for all the patients regardless of the milligrams used per dose.
I was fine up to the first 35 to 40 mg’s (the milligrams are increased 5mg’s per day for about the first two weeks, then after a meeting with a “counselor” the numbers change from an increase of 5mgs per day to an increase of 10mgs PER DAY!!
I am currently at 60mg’s per day and every day I am asked how I feel by the dude that administers the dose (whether I say I am feeling bad or good makes no difference and does not change the dosage) and If I don’t specifically ask to stay at 60mg’s it would be increased to 70mg’s then the following day 80mg’s. I KID YOU NOT! THERE ARE PATIENTS WHO TAKE A DAILY DOSE IN THE “HUNDREDS” ON TOP OF “HUNDREDS”
.After a dose is given and I leave the clinic, no immediate difference is noticed. It progresses slowly as the day goes on and “peaks” between 7:30pm and 10:00pm and then reverses and goes the other way so that by the time you reach the clinic the next day your ready.
Most of you (especially the doctors and professionals) have figured out what the medications name is, but for those who do not, it is Methadone; a painkilling medicine which (along with heroin and morphine) falls under the family of medicines called opioids.
I will let Hungry chime in now....
P.S> IF YOU KNOW HOW LONG IT TOOK TO MAKE THIS ONE SINGLE POST YOU WOULD SHIT!
