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All the above 100% applies to me.
^^^i can totally relate to feeling better on TREN (..the "TREN horror stories" just never really applied to me)
..though i will say (..especially at those doses) it most certainly would have had a tangible "mental" effect on me in a few months
i don't necessarily become an asshole ..i just start to operate on a different level, like a machine
..i become very efficient, almost too efficient
..to the point where i anticipate delays/excuses and circumnavigate them
^^^this can become too much for "ordinary" people to deal with
(..even when you do not mistreat them)
..years ago when being completely honest with myself ..i admitted that; i do not think that i could have accomplished what i have in life/business without the "bolstering/supportive" effects of these hormones ..particularly TEST n' TREN
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What you describe in regards to mental efficiency has always been in my nature though - I am always 5 steps ahead in everything and I always look for and find the most efficient way to achieve a desired result, which also annoys the hell out of me seeing inneficient people.
I am a completely black or white asshole. No grey with me. Which makes the weak minded get pissed at me, but fuck them, I don't need people like that in my life anyway.