First of all Phil ,again and again puts great thoughts on paper ,very great post and thread coming from as inside as inside gets.....,. in my entire time of training and competing turning pro is not even among top goals ever ,since i have always been very realistic about BB.
and my dream my modivation come s from 2 places one is from just being and feeling good and the everyday ,everywhere i go commnets.., and never ,!except maybe 2 or 3 times in 22 years have comments been anything but positive and encouraging i probably say that is the main reward outside my self that i look forward too and as far as the second does have to do with competeing and my dream was always just to be a top national contendor ,which i feel is the ultimate ,turning pro is 50%genitic and 30%luck 20% is about YOU the athlete i have not the best genitics or not the best luck so always realisticly turning pro was never a even a long shot or desire ,i desire more realistic goals ..the ultimate being your best ,being happy and having the intestinail fortitude to be a national contendor is "ultimate highlight " for me
Vander that without any doubt is the best post you ever put on paper very nicely said and articulate ... beautiful, your whole manner of posting is so much on the pleasent side it changes the whole meaning of your words and now look forward to your post ,i cant command you enough on how much more enjoyable that is and so welcome bump to ya , takes a true man to change some bad practices w as humans fall into at time's grow and learn Muscle and MIND...