since the doc visit i uriniated twice,,,pretty fucking painful,,id say worst pain i ever felt,,the third time at the gym i was afraid it would not come out..
basically it feels like the urethrea in the head of the penis is so swollen, the urine is pushing into my dick, and getting trapped where the head starts and cant escape due to the swelling,,like it is pooling in there,,
i am starting to think that getting a cather may be necessary, i dont see how it can heal when unsterile urine keeps passing though,,,especially if it is pooling in there,,,i wonder why the doctor did not think this,,i know they are busy and kinda "on the spot" to make decisions,,but i am considering going to the Er,,,it is so difficult to get urine flow started,,once it starts it is bad but it comes out,,,but it is so difficult and painful to start
now i am starting to smell an odor, i guess from it getting stuck in there
just sitting around monitoring it,,,trying to regulate fluid intake, i dont want to dehydrate, but i dont want to drink too much and urinate too much and cause more pain and strain
very painful and difficult,,,my goal now is for there to be no permanent damage, which i am concerned of