Reading all of the recent posts about busts, controlled deliveries, etc. I have decided even ordering personal amounts is not worth the risks anymore. I am not a kid anymore and I feel I have too much to lose. I have a house, a good job, a wife, kids in the future, etc. I would hate to screw any of those things up. I started this game at 145 lbs and am now a lean 220 using minimal amounts of gear to none at all. I have done higher amounts in the past (2 grams/week) and reached a lean 245 which was my goal of 100 lbs. past my start. But as I said it is not worth the risks anymore. Please don't take my post wrong as I'm not trying to discourage others, nor am I trying to pass judgement. This is a personal decision and I respect all the members of this board and thier decisions. I have seen a few members post they have prescriptions, how are they getting these? I know I would not be a candidate for HRT because I'm only 25 and healthy. My friend supposedly got a script from a plastic surgeon, but I haven't got the details yet and am skeptical. Has anyone heard of this? Any info would be greatly appreciated. It has taken me months to come to terms with this but the reality is I'm never going to be a pro, and it is stupid for me to risk my future just to look good.