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By artificial I mean I know in my head I shouldn’t be depressed but I can’t get my mind off of sad things and I don’t want to do shit but sleep all day. I was in New Orleans last weekend cracking them at the casino, which is a nice departure from the norm, and still had to force myself to go out and do shit. At night especially I just didn’t want to do deal with crowds I stayed in instead. Back home this Memorial Day weekend I had plenty of options but just stayed home, all I wanted to do is sleep. Money has been good, family is all healthy, I’m starting to look decent in summer shape again I should be rocking but I don’t want to do shit.
Anyway, I was hoping someone could maybe narrow it down from the compounds im using. Specifically I know it’s the chantix I’m on, its bad for depression but I need to quit smoking and the depression got a lot worse since I started my cycle:
Low test
High tren
Moderate anavar
Low t bol
Caber
Intermittent nolva
I’m thinking the tren obviously but does anyone else have any thoughts or ideas that would help? I’m tired of this shit, I don’t want to be depressed anymore and I shouldn’t be, it’s completely drug induced.
Anyway, I was hoping someone could maybe narrow it down from the compounds im using. Specifically I know it’s the chantix I’m on, its bad for depression but I need to quit smoking and the depression got a lot worse since I started my cycle:
Low test
High tren
Moderate anavar
Low t bol
Caber
Intermittent nolva
I’m thinking the tren obviously but does anyone else have any thoughts or ideas that would help? I’m tired of this shit, I don’t want to be depressed anymore and I shouldn’t be, it’s completely drug induced.