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JJ-INSANE1
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This is already Big A approved:
The time has come. I have been here but now I am officially back as me.
I have some things to explain to my bros who know and remember.
Old School JJ Insane 1 - is here with a new outlook on life.
Ok, let me start by saying thank you to my friends who knew me other my other handle and let me post till I was ready to explain the problems I have been through. You know who you are.
3 years ago I was taking money and shipping gear. Having a few problems but nothing out of the normal. Then all of a sudden I took a small order from about 4 bros and exchanged my money with my guy in Mexico - bam! This is the start of the down hill slide.
Intro= Operation Gear Grinder! The fed fucks took my (customers also) money or so says my Mexican supplier. Actually I never confirmed this but he has always been honest. I had sent him over 200k before and he had every chance to shit me but never did so I find it hard to believe he would over 16k.
So, to remedy this problem I used my personal money to resend and try and have all my customers cleared up before Gear Grinder kicked in. He received my money but then said the stuff I paid for went up 3k over the week I sent. I was getting the money up for that and then he just closed all over the border operations down. I had no shipper, no mailer and no supplier due to the fact they where all scared (understandable) they where getting nabbed by the feds.
Eventually I just laid low and decided to ride things out.
Into= My son. I had waited 36 years to have a child. My wife always wanted one but if you remember me, I was too gung ho and set in my attitude to give in. I wanted to “live” first. Travel more ect.
Finally I figured now was the time. I off cycled and as God would have it she was pregnant in just 3 months. I just prayed I would have a healthy child and didn’t really care what sex the baby was.
I had a beautiful baby boy 2 and a half years ago. Very healthy and a personality just like his grandfathers.
I was honestly the happiest I ever had been. Sold my vette, bike, boat and basically was back to where I started this game but happier then when I was making tons of money.
Into = Grandfather, my dad. My father had been on my ass for years to have a grandchild as I was an only child. My father was my closest friend. I worked with him for 20 years, side by side every day… 8 hours a day. I loved the man like he was a God. He was a real life hero to me.
God I remember his face the day I told him he was going to be a grandfather. He actually framed the ultrasound photos and put them on his refrigerator. The night my wife gave birth I have never seen a happier person. He glowed.
Intro= Cancer! 6 months after my son was born my father found out he had esophagus cancer. I prayed it hadn’t spread but unfortunately it had …. To his liver. They told him he could beat it but in all honesty I think it was wishful thinking. His battle was hard. Very hard on me and my family. To make the easier on my, let me just say after a year of pain, chemo and suffering he passed away. I have never felt a pain that intense. I have never hurt that bad. I didn’t know how to function in normal life. The Dr put me on antidepressants and I went into a haze. I didn’t play with my son. He didn’t understand where his paw paw was…. I basically gave up on life.
Into = God. One day I was sitting at home like every other day, sulking and asking “why” when I just realized for some reason I can only explain as God telling me to that I had to get up and live. I called my wife and told her to take me to the emergency room. She did.
Intro= Renal Kidney failure. Yes… my kidneys had shut down due to the fact I hadn’t ate or drank on over a week and all I consumed was the meds my Dr prescribed. No anabolics btw. I entered the hospital at 305 pounds - up 60lbs from my lean jacked to the gills weight. I was admitted and had to stay a couple of weeks until they fixed my kidneys and got me straight. My wife, my best friend and my mother and GOD basically stuck with me and are the direct reason I am still alive.
Into= The old JJ is back! As of today I have been back in the gym every morning at 6 to 7 am. Doing 45 minutes cardio and heavy weight training like the old days. I am down from 305lbs to 268lbs and almost where I was. No prescription drugs since Jan 3rd. No anything except caffeine every once in a while to get me ready for the a.m. workout. I feel the best I ever have. Im no where near as strong as the old JJ was but I am getting there. I will be returning to the UNNATURAL world in a week and I cant wait.
My life is totally different. I moved to another city and I have all new REAL friends now. Little JJ is growing like dad used to. He is a healthy and a very happy child. I thank God for that.
My intentions of this post is entirely to explain to my friends the problems I have had. I know I pissed some of you off over bullshit politics but hey, I always agreed when it came to gear and hating authority.
I hope all of you understand. You never realize how beautiful this world is until you almost leave it.
I have an all new outlook on life, friends, family and “business”. I will continue my “business” and I will pay every bro I owe back. If there is anything I had that was REAL on the internet it was my reputation and integrity. I do not want to loose that. I want every bro here to know I never scammed in my life. I never took anyone’s money with intentions of stealing or not paying them what they sent for.
One last thing. A while back I posted about the fact they made a “Save Mike S” thread. My intentions for that where not intended to take away from Mike S. I have the up most respect for him and he DESIRVED help. My point was, there needed to be a “source fund” for every good bro who got busted. Then again, the source or user knows the risk so it’s a no win subject.
Ok bros… now you know. JJ is officially sorry for any argument in the past. JJ is a humbled and different person now. I promised Big A I would never mention politics and I promise you the same. I have the same “kick ass” attitude but I have learned to grow up and tame it. I bite my tongue now and just enjoy being here.
Best wishes to all you guys. Nice to be back. Hope you will all understand life overwhelmed me.
Thanks Big A for letting me post this.
The old school JJ Insane1
The time has come. I have been here but now I am officially back as me.
I have some things to explain to my bros who know and remember.
Old School JJ Insane 1 - is here with a new outlook on life.
Ok, let me start by saying thank you to my friends who knew me other my other handle and let me post till I was ready to explain the problems I have been through. You know who you are.
3 years ago I was taking money and shipping gear. Having a few problems but nothing out of the normal. Then all of a sudden I took a small order from about 4 bros and exchanged my money with my guy in Mexico - bam! This is the start of the down hill slide.
Intro= Operation Gear Grinder! The fed fucks took my (customers also) money or so says my Mexican supplier. Actually I never confirmed this but he has always been honest. I had sent him over 200k before and he had every chance to shit me but never did so I find it hard to believe he would over 16k.
So, to remedy this problem I used my personal money to resend and try and have all my customers cleared up before Gear Grinder kicked in. He received my money but then said the stuff I paid for went up 3k over the week I sent. I was getting the money up for that and then he just closed all over the border operations down. I had no shipper, no mailer and no supplier due to the fact they where all scared (understandable) they where getting nabbed by the feds.
Eventually I just laid low and decided to ride things out.
Into= My son. I had waited 36 years to have a child. My wife always wanted one but if you remember me, I was too gung ho and set in my attitude to give in. I wanted to “live” first. Travel more ect.
Finally I figured now was the time. I off cycled and as God would have it she was pregnant in just 3 months. I just prayed I would have a healthy child and didn’t really care what sex the baby was.
I had a beautiful baby boy 2 and a half years ago. Very healthy and a personality just like his grandfathers.
I was honestly the happiest I ever had been. Sold my vette, bike, boat and basically was back to where I started this game but happier then when I was making tons of money.
Into = Grandfather, my dad. My father had been on my ass for years to have a grandchild as I was an only child. My father was my closest friend. I worked with him for 20 years, side by side every day… 8 hours a day. I loved the man like he was a God. He was a real life hero to me.
God I remember his face the day I told him he was going to be a grandfather. He actually framed the ultrasound photos and put them on his refrigerator. The night my wife gave birth I have never seen a happier person. He glowed.
Intro= Cancer! 6 months after my son was born my father found out he had esophagus cancer. I prayed it hadn’t spread but unfortunately it had …. To his liver. They told him he could beat it but in all honesty I think it was wishful thinking. His battle was hard. Very hard on me and my family. To make the easier on my, let me just say after a year of pain, chemo and suffering he passed away. I have never felt a pain that intense. I have never hurt that bad. I didn’t know how to function in normal life. The Dr put me on antidepressants and I went into a haze. I didn’t play with my son. He didn’t understand where his paw paw was…. I basically gave up on life.
Into = God. One day I was sitting at home like every other day, sulking and asking “why” when I just realized for some reason I can only explain as God telling me to that I had to get up and live. I called my wife and told her to take me to the emergency room. She did.
Intro= Renal Kidney failure. Yes… my kidneys had shut down due to the fact I hadn’t ate or drank on over a week and all I consumed was the meds my Dr prescribed. No anabolics btw. I entered the hospital at 305 pounds - up 60lbs from my lean jacked to the gills weight. I was admitted and had to stay a couple of weeks until they fixed my kidneys and got me straight. My wife, my best friend and my mother and GOD basically stuck with me and are the direct reason I am still alive.
Into= The old JJ is back! As of today I have been back in the gym every morning at 6 to 7 am. Doing 45 minutes cardio and heavy weight training like the old days. I am down from 305lbs to 268lbs and almost where I was. No prescription drugs since Jan 3rd. No anything except caffeine every once in a while to get me ready for the a.m. workout. I feel the best I ever have. Im no where near as strong as the old JJ was but I am getting there. I will be returning to the UNNATURAL world in a week and I cant wait.
My life is totally different. I moved to another city and I have all new REAL friends now. Little JJ is growing like dad used to. He is a healthy and a very happy child. I thank God for that.
My intentions of this post is entirely to explain to my friends the problems I have had. I know I pissed some of you off over bullshit politics but hey, I always agreed when it came to gear and hating authority.
I hope all of you understand. You never realize how beautiful this world is until you almost leave it.
I have an all new outlook on life, friends, family and “business”. I will continue my “business” and I will pay every bro I owe back. If there is anything I had that was REAL on the internet it was my reputation and integrity. I do not want to loose that. I want every bro here to know I never scammed in my life. I never took anyone’s money with intentions of stealing or not paying them what they sent for.
One last thing. A while back I posted about the fact they made a “Save Mike S” thread. My intentions for that where not intended to take away from Mike S. I have the up most respect for him and he DESIRVED help. My point was, there needed to be a “source fund” for every good bro who got busted. Then again, the source or user knows the risk so it’s a no win subject.
Ok bros… now you know. JJ is officially sorry for any argument in the past. JJ is a humbled and different person now. I promised Big A I would never mention politics and I promise you the same. I have the same “kick ass” attitude but I have learned to grow up and tame it. I bite my tongue now and just enjoy being here.
Best wishes to all you guys. Nice to be back. Hope you will all understand life overwhelmed me.
Thanks Big A for letting me post this.
The old school JJ Insane1
