after reading what i have just read i must say that I am done! Amanda i e-mailed you in private as i won't bring this on the boards its against what i believe in and I think you have alot of potential. I did the best job i could with you in the 4 weeks i had and the reason the carb load was an issue is because we couldn't load you until after weigh-ins otherwise you wouldn't make weight. your weigh in was from 8-9:00 p.m. thursdy night. that didn't give us a whole lot of time with the carb up. Tha t in itself doesn't even piss me off. the fact that you accuse me of rec. drugs! I am so against that its crazy and anyone that knows me knows this, that is what pisses me off more than anything. the contract in regards to jason artnz was his contract for guest posing! I never ever said i did his diet. I have talked to him on the phone as he was looking for a new supplement contract as well as guest posing apperances and Jeremy asked me at emerald cup if I knew anyone that would be willing to guest pose! Now as far as Tonia is concerned she is a great bodybuilder and her and Jeremy do their own diets. True they have been to my house and we have all gone out together before but I have never done tonia's diet period! that is enough clearing of the air here and best of luck to all of you in your future. wyldeone.