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wishing ya all a good bye. been suffering from depression most of my life, and the past few months it's been getting worst. been having ahell of a lot more lows then highs lately.
and yesterday, May 29 would of been 4 yrs since I had a drink of alcohol, i had a very bad alcohol problem althrough my teens and early 20's. and i f**ked up yesterday, f**ked up bad. what started off as a good day, turned to complete shit by mid-day. i stopped drinking becuz i didn't want my daughter to have the memories of me, that i have of my father...feels like i just through away 4 yrs of being sober.
i have alot of demons i need to take care of, and i hope i can win, as of now i feel like i'm fighting a losing battle, so i decided to junk my stash of test, and not get my fina, as i'm sure a gram of test and 500mgs of tren a week wouldn't help me much.
anyway, i want to thank all the bro's that have given so much advice to me over the yrs, i've been around for 4 yrs, and wish that i coulda gotten to know alot of ya's alot better, as there is a great bunch of guys here.
there's a few guys here, that i don't agree with, but at the same time, they know they're shit when it comes to training and gear, you prolly know who ya are hehe.
i am glad to see Sup1 back b4 i go. i don't know if you remember me, but you saved my ass when some stuff was going on over at the gade, and i thanked you in an email for it, wish i coulda helped ya more when you needed it.
to all the others, thanks again, and stay safe. in the eyes of the law, we're a bunch of non good criminals, but to each other, i truely see a brotherhood, a bunch of guys jacked up on test, when most are some of the nicest guys in the world.
stay safe fellas, stay safe.
Rob
and yesterday, May 29 would of been 4 yrs since I had a drink of alcohol, i had a very bad alcohol problem althrough my teens and early 20's. and i f**ked up yesterday, f**ked up bad. what started off as a good day, turned to complete shit by mid-day. i stopped drinking becuz i didn't want my daughter to have the memories of me, that i have of my father...feels like i just through away 4 yrs of being sober.
i have alot of demons i need to take care of, and i hope i can win, as of now i feel like i'm fighting a losing battle, so i decided to junk my stash of test, and not get my fina, as i'm sure a gram of test and 500mgs of tren a week wouldn't help me much.
anyway, i want to thank all the bro's that have given so much advice to me over the yrs, i've been around for 4 yrs, and wish that i coulda gotten to know alot of ya's alot better, as there is a great bunch of guys here.
there's a few guys here, that i don't agree with, but at the same time, they know they're shit when it comes to training and gear, you prolly know who ya are hehe.
i am glad to see Sup1 back b4 i go. i don't know if you remember me, but you saved my ass when some stuff was going on over at the gade, and i thanked you in an email for it, wish i coulda helped ya more when you needed it.
to all the others, thanks again, and stay safe. in the eyes of the law, we're a bunch of non good criminals, but to each other, i truely see a brotherhood, a bunch of guys jacked up on test, when most are some of the nicest guys in the world.
stay safe fellas, stay safe.
Rob