Geoffke said:
I never asked anyone for help and probably never will.
But thanks for your concern, I'm not a danger to myself at
this moment, it goes up and down.
I can be very happy, then an hour later I'm so depressed.
It's weird.
Hey Geoffke,
I know you don't really know me and I really don't know you. BUT I too remember when you first started posting here and it worried me about some of your pos'ts. So as I say I will admit I really don't know you but bro that does NOT mean I do not care about you and what happens to you.
So now I am going to ask you a favor. Please reread where you said "I can be very happy, then an hour later I am depressed. It's weird." But I am guessing that you are depressed and then all of a sudden an hour or two later you are not depressed right?
Well buddy then killing yourself is a PERMANENT solution to a temporary problem. You KNOW you are going to get out of the depression eventually correct? Because you ALWAYS have before and you ALWAYS will. BUT if you kill yourself well that of course is permanent.
You said it is weird. No bro it is NOT weird. Look you are from an entirely different country than many other guys here and yet many of us have had similar (horrible feelings that NOTHING is good that EVERYTHING is bad and there is NO hope) well if it cuts accross Nationality lines then it shows you are NOT alone and that it happens in humans all accross the world. It is simply a reaction that your body and brain goes through which makes some impulses fire or not fire in your brain and you get depressed.
Geoffke, if you had a stomach ache today and then you got it over and over and over again and it would not stop what would you do? maybe go to the Dr or research what might be causing it right?
This is the same. It is just something that is chemically wrong in your body and is screwing up your mind and making you think bad. There IS a cure available. Believe me I KNOW what I am talking about personally. When I got the right medicine I thought WHY didn't I do this YEARS ago.
So go get the Dr. to give you some medicine to make you better.
BTW if you want to PM me I am happy to call and talk, I don't care about the long distance charges.
CROWLER