Oh, I understand, TRUST ME.
What exactly do you think I want to be. I've already achieved my powerlifting goals. I have no desire to become a professional bodybuilder, ummm....I could care less about internet bbing board status, I've reached a higher level of education than alot of people, I serve my country, I don't really know what you think I "wanabe".
Trust me Phil, not having your respect is of little concern to me. You don't have alot of peoples respect, but it has more to do with your general disposition than anything else. I know, that doesn't bother you.
Also, thats what It always goes back to with you. "I am a pro, show me a picture, show me a video...". Trust me, if I ever do decide to plaster my face or body all over the internet (well, some videos from my meets are on the web), than it certainly wouldn't be on a steroid board.
You ever think that theres someone out there who could care less about cyber respect. The guys at my gym know me, the guys at gyms all over the country know me, but not as gyno.
How many people know you phil, besides guys who have been around FOREVER, who also happen to frequent PM?