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- Dec 24, 2023
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I'm pretty numb to life these days it seems. It all just runs together like one long episode.
I'm no long doing manual labor trades and tree work ECT so I'm not making the kinda of money I'm used to and that sucks.
Something in me just said I'm done with it all burnt out on it all. Don't want to run the crews manage the men/ children I call them nowadays or work the 60 to 70+ hrs a week.
Tiered of being so wore out end of day I didnt lift for 6 years or so and quality of life sucked regardless of the money I was making.
Dating is just for comedy it seems these days. Hook up with em and send em home that's all I seem to want or need woman for.
No family, no friends.
No one calls unless they need or want something
Every ones either a work acquaintance or gym acquaintance ect.
Video games have all turned to shit and I've played since nes. quit drinking and smoking weed aug 4th of this last year and got back in the gym then also.
That's pretty much my existence right now eat sleep train work. Repeat repeat repeat.
Summer will be here soon and I'm thinking of getting a kayak for the lake idk.
Grateful to be alive, sober and all the chances I've been given over and over. What friends and Gfs I've had that came and gone.
The experiences good and bad I've had that others will never experience.
What love I've been given and love I've tried to return.
If I have any advice I hope some one will listen to
Is life is short so enjoy it as much as possible.
Ride the wave baby!
Rant over
I'm no long doing manual labor trades and tree work ECT so I'm not making the kinda of money I'm used to and that sucks.
Something in me just said I'm done with it all burnt out on it all. Don't want to run the crews manage the men/ children I call them nowadays or work the 60 to 70+ hrs a week.
Tiered of being so wore out end of day I didnt lift for 6 years or so and quality of life sucked regardless of the money I was making.
Dating is just for comedy it seems these days. Hook up with em and send em home that's all I seem to want or need woman for.
No family, no friends.
No one calls unless they need or want something
Every ones either a work acquaintance or gym acquaintance ect.
Video games have all turned to shit and I've played since nes. quit drinking and smoking weed aug 4th of this last year and got back in the gym then also.
That's pretty much my existence right now eat sleep train work. Repeat repeat repeat.
Summer will be here soon and I'm thinking of getting a kayak for the lake idk.
Grateful to be alive, sober and all the chances I've been given over and over. What friends and Gfs I've had that came and gone.
The experiences good and bad I've had that others will never experience.
What love I've been given and love I've tried to return.
If I have any advice I hope some one will listen to
Is life is short so enjoy it as much as possible.
Ride the wave baby!
Rant over