This post brought a tear to my eye. So beautiful. So proud... So very very proud *sniff*Damn! I can't believe it. This was almost a play by play regarding the first woman I fell in love with.
To make a long story short - she abruptly left me for an ex that was a coke-head and abused her. Yep, & I let it just about ruin my life. Shortly, what went around came back around and she called me and invited me back into her life. I put her off for several weeks until I ran out of plausible excuses. She invited me over, cooked me an unbelievable dinner, gave me a massage, wine in the hot tub & then I proceeded to Grudge-Fuck her with all my might. She said it was the best sex she ever had (a lie, I'm sure). As I was getting dressed, she asked "So, when do want to come over next?" I quietly said "Never." She was silent for several second before she said "Oooh, I deserved this, didn't I?" As I was closing the door behind me I simply said "Yes."
I hear from a mutual friend that she still asks about me...
As I just replayed all of this - I realized that I'm not proud of my actions. This happened 25 years ago when I was 20. I would like to think that today I would simply walk away and never look back...
This post brought a tear to my eye. So beautiful. So proud... So very very proud *sniff*
*sniff* I'll be alright. Just gimme a moment...
Tell him something traumatic that's happened (usually) as a kid... i.e. being molested, raped, abused, kidnaped, jailed, etc...
NOTE: IF YOU'RE A VIRGIN SKIP FROM THIS POINT TO NUMBER IV.
(BUT AT LEAST SAY THAT YOU WERE FELT UP BY EITHER YOUR STEPDAD, UNCLE OR BROTHER)
Do you really think his intention was to belittle or to be cavalier about such crimes?9 out of 10 women have been or will be sexually assaulted during thier liftime. yeah, thats just fucking hilarious.
of the 10 women in my family (mother, sisters, both grandmothers, and two aunts) 9 of them (using the statistics) have been sexually assaulted in one form or another. Realistically, 7 of those 10 were assaulted .. yeah, funny as hell.
9 out of 10 women have been or will be sexually assaulted during thier liftime. yeah, thats just fucking hilarious.
of the 10 women in my family (mother, sisters, both grandmothers, and two aunts) 9 of them (using the statistics) have been sexually assaulted in one form or another. Realistically, 7 of those 10 were assaulted .. yeah, funny as hell.