49yr old male, 6’ 250lbs 34.53 BMI(obese)
Used steroids since I was 19. Been on TRT since age 36.
Used anti depressants, SSRIs, SNRIs, anti anxiety medication, and adderall for 20 years.
I went off for a few weeks and this was was blood work:
Sex Hrm Bnd Glb 73 nmol (high)
Testosterone 274 ng/dl (low)
Free test Calc 29 pg/ml (low)
Free testosterone 1.1% (low)
My dick is a complete mess currently. Can’t maintain erection. Difficult to ejaculate. Lucky if I ejaculate at all. Retrograde ejaculation.
Currently just went back on this week. Had been off all gear for 3 months:
200 mg test cyp a week
1mg arimidex once a week
50mg clomid ed (want boys to still work)
Cabergoline once a week
500iu hcg twice a week (want boys to still work)
Also taking:
Lotrel 40/5
Propranolol 40mg x 2
Fenofibrate
Adderall 40mg 4 times a week
5mg diazepam ed (stopping in 30 days)
150mg Wellbutrin xl ed
Cialis and viagra help, but not like they used to. Can I increase dosage of ed meds?
Would proviron help with sex drive and ejaculation?
Want to increase sperm count also.
Would like to be horny and want to fuck, get hard, stay hard and ejaculate?
I’d like to stay on test. Don’t want to completely shrink and feel horrible.
Any advice to fix my junk would be appreciated.
It used to be just test would do the trick. A year ago I upped test to 600mgs and got crazy hard ons and felt like I was going to piss.
Been on the board since 2004. I’m really out of the loop.
Thank you
Galaxy
im sort of hesitant to say much as i take a very different approach with head meds then most.
for starters, at 50 years old wtf do you care about your sperm count for?
the clomid, edx and hcg are just fuckin with your emotions and really not necessary especially if you are trt for life.
if you had been off all test before then maybe it would have made sense to run hcg and clomid(at higher dose) for that short time.
try doing just trt of 10mgs ed for a cpl months and allow your test levels to get stable. im reading this like youre doing 200mg once wk.
drop the caber too as there is no need and its just complicated your head chems especially with all the other fuckery you have going on.
beta blockers make me feel depressed and take away away dick function. i dont like them at all!
that may be adding to the issues.
using amphetamines for 20 years hasnt helped your dick any and probably hasnt done much good for the head either. taking a break from that for few months would give you a good indicator of how you do without it.
i use analapril for bp and cant say anything bad about it.
if you come of the benzo its gona take your head several months to get more towards normal. for me benzos fuck with sex drive.
i dont like drugs like wellbutrin and wont take them. its probably a contributing factor. probably has had long term consiquences in terms of reward function. which has a lot to do with sex drive. all these sorts of drugs fuck with reptake of chems and i think thats a bad idea, its limiting your brain function rather then increasing it. i think increasing it is better.
it will probably take a cpl months but you can get better.