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Hey guys, well this is something I need to address and why not amongst this group of friends?
I have always had low libido, which is not always a bad thing. When I am "alone" I don't have issues craving what I don't have.
The problem is now, here I am single, in probably the busiest city in the world. Good friend owns night clubs / bars here and there are tons of girls - plenty interested in me, even his staff of 20-somethings.
Saw an amazing girl at the gym tonight and caught her outside after leaving. My friend joked that she was waiting for me. She looked straight back down at me and held my eyes behind her big sunglasses as she rode the escalator up and away...My buddy 30 feet behind her, joking " I'll give her your number!" He was obviously convinced by what I could only guess at. I walked away crushed by my own inaction.
I have so many opportunities, but my libido is just shot. I think most guys are driven toward these situations, and I just kind of sit there. I cannot go forward and close the deal, so to speak.
I am fully "functional" and obviously my test levels are high enough (250mg / wk now) but I feel like I am dead in the water. I have been on anti-estrogens for a while now, but libido-wise I am not markedly lower than before.
Even when I was 19 when I was dating a damn near nymphomaniac who loved me (and I her)and I needed a weekly Sostenon250 to get me randy enough..
Years later with my wife (then fiance - 15 years ago) the best time we had was when I was on an Omnadren a week. Suddenly I was alive again.
The only difference I can see is these days I use Anti-Es.
I don't think it is psychological, because I am strongly attracted to these girls so I know my brain is working right too; or maybe it isn't. I was a soy-milk baby after all
Any ideas? Should I stay away from Anti-Es for a while and see what happens?
I feel like I am wasting my life away here sometimes...
I have always had low libido, which is not always a bad thing. When I am "alone" I don't have issues craving what I don't have.
The problem is now, here I am single, in probably the busiest city in the world. Good friend owns night clubs / bars here and there are tons of girls - plenty interested in me, even his staff of 20-somethings.
Saw an amazing girl at the gym tonight and caught her outside after leaving. My friend joked that she was waiting for me. She looked straight back down at me and held my eyes behind her big sunglasses as she rode the escalator up and away...My buddy 30 feet behind her, joking " I'll give her your number!" He was obviously convinced by what I could only guess at. I walked away crushed by my own inaction.
I have so many opportunities, but my libido is just shot. I think most guys are driven toward these situations, and I just kind of sit there. I cannot go forward and close the deal, so to speak.
I am fully "functional" and obviously my test levels are high enough (250mg / wk now) but I feel like I am dead in the water. I have been on anti-estrogens for a while now, but libido-wise I am not markedly lower than before.
Even when I was 19 when I was dating a damn near nymphomaniac who loved me (and I her)and I needed a weekly Sostenon250 to get me randy enough..
Years later with my wife (then fiance - 15 years ago) the best time we had was when I was on an Omnadren a week. Suddenly I was alive again.
The only difference I can see is these days I use Anti-Es.
I don't think it is psychological, because I am strongly attracted to these girls so I know my brain is working right too; or maybe it isn't. I was a soy-milk baby after all
Any ideas? Should I stay away from Anti-Es for a while and see what happens?
I feel like I am wasting my life away here sometimes...