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Ronnie really does seem to have a bit of muscle dysmorphia. The last time I talked to him he was promoting his supps at a nutrition store. He kept on saying that everyone taking pics with him was bigger than him. At first I thought he was just saying this as a compliment to the people, but he kept on repeating it after they had walked away too. He would look around and say something like 'dang, everyone be bigger than me now...' and shake his head. He couldn't really sit or stand too comfortably so he stayed sorta propped up. He would always hold kids for pics though, even though it looked like it hurt.
I can tell you from personal experience that it is really hard to shrink down like that. I have lost probably about 45 lbs of muscle or so and feel like that every day. Now that I am back in the gym again I can really feel it. It is hard to fight off. You just remember how you used to feel, how strong you used to be, and how you looked in the mirror. It isn't easy. I understand his feelings.