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to compete? What keeps your driven and helps maintain your focus?
superqt4u2nv said:to compete? What keeps your driven and helps maintain your focus?
well said.gooey said:its internal and intrinsic, awards and notoriety are nice but not the underlying factor. I think when in life u find something that u enjoy and love it doesnt matter how much it sux and how crappy u feel, u continue. Muscle has always been a very attractive thing to me. Aesthetic, proportional, symmetrical, and yes freaky muscle is something that creates awe to me. And to mix the complete commitment and dedication it takes to do a BBing show is what drives me. Without and escape from life, and trip out of reality, and without some sort of physical commitment in my life I feel lost. BBing seperated from the drug abuse, the political crap, and the rest of the BS we humans bring to it is very pure, healthy art.
gooey
BigBoyJ said:I don't compete, but what keeps me motivated to keep training day in and day out and to keep my diet clean are the posters I have of myself in my leopard thong. When I start feeling lazy, like I'd rather take a nap, or if I feel like eating a box of donuts instead of a pound of salmon and some spinach leaves, I just look up at the posters and say "you don't get to look like that with donuts and a nap, that takes dedication." That's what inspires me.
Sometimes when the sweat's pooring down and every vein in my head is popping out. When the strain gets so intense that I'm barely conscious and the only thought in my head is making it through and knowing that I'll have to do it again soon. It makes me wonder, "who's idea was this, what am I doing." And right when I think I can't do it....PLOP...it's all over. I stand up and look down into the toilet and I remember that I can do anything.