Kilo Klub Member
- Apr 8, 2008
My fucking back is killing me today. I don't even feel like moving. I should be downstairs training in my gym but I don't feel like it. I was like fuck it!!! I went to McDonalds and ate 4 mcdoubles, 14 mcnuggets and a shake. I would of eaten the other 6 mcnuggets but my 5 year old baby girl wanted them. Now I'm home and I think I'm gonna have a PB&J sandwich with a protein shake. I hate this fucking north eastern PA weather. Christmas is nice for the family thing but outside of that I hate this weather. I love my wife and all 4 of my children I'm just ready to rip some poor souls fucking head off today. The thing with the back is just because of the fucking surgery. 2010 was a fucking bad year and can't wait for it to leave already. Yes I know I need to workout and meditate tonite whether I feel it or not. I'm not always like this because I usually try and keep a positive frame of mind but once in a while I get outta place. I swear I was fine until the back injury and surgery. My wife said it's taken the life out of me. Over Thanksgiving I told my 22 year old nephew I was going to stab him in the fucking head with the butcher knife I was holding if he didn't shut his fucking mouth. My mother in law and sis in law started crying. They never see me like that. This will pass just had to vent. So, thanks for letting me vent bros. Pax.