I am personally certain that this type of reaction can be directly due to an exogenous hormone, and I also believe it's not that rare either. Now there can be a genetic predisposition to this type of reaction too, but imo the steroids could be called a directly causative factor. I've seen many reports on the forums over the years of posters reporting they never suffered severe anxiety before steroids and they triggered a panic attack syndrome that seriously messed up their life, even driving some close to suicide at times. I doubt anyone exaggerates this type of thing as sufferers would do anything to forget about it and make it go away and never talk about it again. No one goes to the ER feeling like they are dying unless they felt real badly.
Especially not big tough guys who earlier would have viewed someone complaining of anxiety as pussies.
Hormones are powerful things. I mean some hormones like corticosteroids can even induce psychosis not too rarely. Anabolics don't do that but they are powerful too.
One of the worst and i don't mean to offend anyone, but ignorant things someone can say is that a side effect that they personally don't get isn't real. Come the fuck on.
Are people who are lactose intolerant "exaggerating" shitting their brains out or not being able to control their stomach after eating dairy? Does everyone who drinks alcohol become a raging, violent black out drunk?
Different chemicals affect different people in different ways, as we all of slightly different chemical make up, genetic predispositions, etc.
I can feel instantly when EQ kicks in my anxiety is through the roof- I start worrying about things that were far in the back of my mind before, start getting paranoid about shit from the past, just feeling more agitated and less relaxed/pleasant to deal with.
I stop it, and once the ester clears, the same exact things don't bother me or occupy my mind.
If EQ doesn't do this to you, fantastic. I believe it because I'm not YOU to tell you how it does or doesn't make YOU feel.
For the record... A Dr. and ex pro told me this is from low E2, as EQ acts as an anti-aromatase.
I fuckin love how EQ makes me look and the strength/endurance boost... But i lose my shit on it every time and very uncomfortable mentally.
**Try supplementing with B6, such an underrated dopamine/serotonin agonist, it's done wonders for me on tren so i may try it with EQ and see if that can off-set the anxiety.