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- Dec 8, 2007
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I know this topic has been discussed a lot. Know that I look back In my life I have realized I have been dealing with depression for a really big chunk of my life. It's not an overwhelming depression. It does effect my everday life though. I feel like the girlfriend of nine years and I aren't getting a long.
I don't get the same natural highs people do from life. I'm pretty antisocial, I dont care to be around other people. I would rather sit home and hang out watch movies or play video games. I feel an emotional pain I can't decribe. I have had bad anxiety since I was young. I hard time playing basketball I rember because It was always In front of a large audiance.
I started abusing opiates because they made me feel 100% better and took my pain away. I'm on suboxone now. My life feels like Its at a standstill. I can't stand being around my girlfriend. I feel very irratiable she drives me nuts. I get these feeling on and off cycle.
I don't get the same natural highs people do from life. I'm pretty antisocial, I dont care to be around other people. I would rather sit home and hang out watch movies or play video games. I feel an emotional pain I can't decribe. I have had bad anxiety since I was young. I hard time playing basketball I rember because It was always In front of a large audiance.
I started abusing opiates because they made me feel 100% better and took my pain away. I'm on suboxone now. My life feels like Its at a standstill. I can't stand being around my girlfriend. I feel very irratiable she drives me nuts. I get these feeling on and off cycle.