OTH / oldfella – you both have some really good points and the more I think about it, the more I'm wondering if it is indeed the clinginess factor that is turning me off… normally, when it comes to guys, it's typically very black and white for me in terms of an attraction developing, (and the only 'maybes'/shades of grey are usually due to getting to the bottom of some pretty big unknowns, like: Is the guy set on having kids? Is he the cheater/player type that I want to avoid? Is he clingy? etc.). The clinginess factor is HUGE for me… I run from it as fast as I run from a cheater!
The part that is interesting/strange with the current guy is that he shows almost no clinginess when we are together in person… yet when we're apart, he acts VERY clingy with the CONSTANT texts. I've also never dealt with this kind of thing before in that: ALL other guys I've ever met or dated that would call/text me as frequently as the current guy had VERY clingy/needy personalities that would often get WORSE if we were in person (so that made things easy… I would run from them like the plague, LOL). Perhaps the thing that caught me off-guard and has me so on the fence with the current guy is that when we are in person, the clinginess is almost non-existent (or perhaps hidden/overshadowed by his personality)…
OTH, this – "A guy like that may feel he's 'dating up' so he needs that constant reassurance. Which can only mean one thing - you're 'dating down'. In other words, dating beneath you." – did not even occur to me, but as soon as I read your comment, all kinds of light bulbs went off in my head; like some of the little things he says OVER AND OVER. In particular: constantly admiring how I really have an awesome job and really have my shit together so to speak… (but so does he, so I don't know what he keeps saying this to me like it's such an amazing quality)… and the wording/patterns of his texts… EVERY MORNING, ALWAYS starting with something to the effect of, "good morning pretty girl" or "good morning beautiful lady", etc.
oldfella, same goes for some of your comments: "The whole into me into you thing has had plenty of people confused and wondering just what it is about that person that has me so interested. I don't think you are being shallow, just acting on some of your basic instincts. Now this guy and his seemingly constant need for contact might indicate he is a little insecure or lacking some confidence in his ability to form a meaningful relationship. I am guessing. But he may sound a little needy if you know what I mean. Or it may simply be a case of he is so smitten by you that he can't get enough!"
It DEFINITELY sounds like a little bit of both! And it sure will be interesting how this all plays out…
One other potentially important detail is the way this guy really stretched out our first and second dates. I'm really curious for feedback as to whether it's me needing to let up and live a little or if what went down seems to be a part of the clingy factor… cuz if it does, it may be a case-closed kind of thing! So the first date went like this: despite needing to really get my rest on the weekend, I could tell he wanted to meet early (9 AM at his place, which is an hour away), so I accommodated. We'd planned to spend several hours together (outdoor adventure kind of deal). Now, as much as I was looking forward to our date, I still had chores and other things to take care of. When we got back from our adventure 3-4 hrs. later, it was almost like I couldn't break free… I mean, as far as I was concerned, it was a great first date (and hanging around for a little while for some water / conversation was fine/appropriate); but after that, I felt like I just couldn't break free and several more hours go by. At this point (around 5 PM), I kindly mentioned that it's been an awesome day but that I really needed to get going… but after I say that, the guy then asks me out to dinner and a movie. As fun as it was (and as much as I'm normally up for spontaneous things) I'd dropped enough hints that I really had things to do and the guy either did not pick up on it or choose to ignore them. He then offered for me to stay overnight at his place, which I kindly refused because I really did have shitloads to get done. So I felt like I woke up early (7 AM on a weekend) to accommodate him (not even knowing if we'd be a match) and it stretched out till almost 1 AM (the time I finally got back home)… it just seemed a bit much for a first date.
The next weekend was pretty much the SAME deal (except this time he came to my place and sort of invited himself over for the NIGHT!!!)… needless to say, I didn't get much done the second weekend and was feeling really run into the ground. I'm all for being spontaneous, but this kind of thing just seemed a bit much after meeting someone only 1-2x. What do you guys think: am I being too uptight or the fact that the dates turned into all day (and night) affairs so soon is clinginess (hence the reason I may have felt so flustered)?
Also, after the second date (which was last weekend), the guy tells me that he'll be away on biz until this Saturday (I'm thinking to myself, phew… FINALLY a chance for a breather!)… only to have him want to get together the night he flies in!
At this point, feeling flustered and run down and just needing some "ME" time, I asked for a rain-check (i.e. told him that I just needed to crash but how about something mid-week)... I felt the need to propose a different date (or else I'd risk hurting him… another sign of clinginess!). I totally forgot that I will be traveling on biz like right after that, and I can't have this guy run me ragged less than two days before… so I emailed him last night (very tactfully declining and explaining why), and I haven't heard back yet… shit, I think this is the first time in the 3 weeks since we've met where 24 hrs. (or even 12 hrs. for that matter) has gone by without hearing from him!