i didn't know how to quote LUVMUHROIDS previous response to my post but my response is in bold.
it is easy to convince yourself steroids aren't addictive and aren't going to damage your life. being on a message board where we all help each other and discuss our favorite drugs and what they do for us etc etc. can't exaclty have a professionalcocaine.com message board and talk about all the great things about getting high but its kinda the equivalent.NO THEY ARE NOT i mean its all illegal NO THEY ARE NOT... STEROIDS IN THE U.S. ARE ILLEGAL TO POSSESS WITH OUT A SCRIPT BUT NOT ILLEGAL. COCAINE IS COMPLETELY ILLEGAL PERIOD AND A HALLUCINATE ADDICTIVE DRUG. DOCTORS DONT PRESCRIBE COCAINE.
but the way its talked about and how easy it is to get makes you forget how serious of an endeavor one is embarking on when plunging that first needle into their glute. this is the main reason i don't like young guys even thinking about steroids. they are too young to fully comprehend the damage they can do.
No, i don't think anyone ever looks in the mirror and say,"wow, i did it. i look perfect. this is exaclty what i wanted." PLEASE DONT SPEAK FOR ME OR THE ENTIRE BOARD. YES I DO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AFTER ALL MY HARD WORK AND DIETING AND BEFORE I STEP ON A STAGE AND AM HAPPY SAYING THAT'S EXACTLY HOW I WANTED TO LOOK.
i said i DONT THINK ANYONE is totally satisfied cuz if you took a poll a VERY small amount of people (if anyone besides you) would admit to being satisfied. if you are easily satisfied with how you look pick another sport. cuz with that outlook you would get smoked on stage. but hey we can't all be over achievers seriously tho, most guys aren't satisfied and thats what makes some of them great and some of them dead
it will always be,"man, i coulda been a little bit leaner, a little bit bigger..."OF COURSE IT'S POSITIVE CRITIQUE SO YOU ADVANCE TO THE NEXT LEVEL OF COMPETITION
so you say you are satisfied but yet you admit to thinking "a little bit leaner a little bit bigger" is good for advancement? well, kinda sounds contradictaroy to what you wrote above^ that you are satisfied with how you look... just saying...
it ended for me in the hospital for a check up and i had a ridiculous blood pressure reading and failed a kidney function test. I KEEP SEEING YOU CHIMING IN JS BUT CLAIMING DRUG ABUSE AND STEROIDS USAGE. WAS THIS FROM USING STEROIDS OR OTHER DRUGS? MAYBE YOU ALREADY HAD BAD KIDNEYS? RUNNING ORALS LONGER THAN YOURE SUPPOSED TOO? MAYBE FROM USING BOTH DRUGS AND STEROIDS THROUGH OUT YOUR LIFE? WHAT DO YOU THINK CAUSED YOUR BP AND KIDNEY DISFUNCTION?
i have never used an oral and never will, nice guess tho. and its pretty much common knowledge steroids can cause high blood pressure while on and its also common knowledge high blood pressure can cause kidney problems.
AND being a father. all i could think about was my daughter not having me in her life all because i took up some selfish stupid behaviour that was completely self serving. SHE is more important to me than muscle or trophies or fame. i don't give a rats ass about that stuff compared to her. and i know she doesn't care if daddy is big or not famous or not winning or not. she just likes to sit on my lap and play with my whiskers while she is falling asleep. THAT is when it all stopped for me.
i don't really hav3e anything else to say cuz i don't care what anyone thinks. i simply shared my experience in this post in the hopes it might help someone. not to start a debate about anything. these were just my opinions. feel free to share yours but no need to direct them at me.
carry on to page 20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so funny how much of a waste of time almost all of this thread is. fun tho.
-JS