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AgreedLike other have said, if you aren't having fun then why do this? Even if you win your show, then what, do it again?
Life passes by too quickly to waist time on things you don't want to do.
AgreedLike other have said, if you aren't having fun then why do this? Even if you win your show, then what, do it again?
Life passes by too quickly to waist time on things you don't want to do.
Jeeez that's very interesting!!Big, lean, moody, withdrawn and mentally insane. Upcoming show in 2 weeks ive pulled out for and reverted back on my decision about 20 times the last 3 weeks. Im sure my family, friends and coach are over it. Just sent my coach a message saying i want to reverse out and have no motivation to compete. Then sent him another one an hour later saying we may as well just do it for fun and come in full as fuck.
The last 3 weeks ive binged about 8 times. Including days where i only ate 2 meals because some were so big. Body is a crazy thing, i tracked everything and come out at roughly 4500 cals every single day with very very similar macros every time. Surprise, surprise, the 5g weekly + 20iu hgh and 50mcg t3 has just made me leaner and leaner all while im getting crazier and impulsive the lower i come down.
If i take 5-htp i can't sleep.... still don't understand why....No problem bro, you sound like a good guy so just don't fuck yourself or anyone else up for bodybuilding. It's not worth it.
Have you tried supplementing with 5-HTP to get more Serotonin into your system? Don't take L-tryptophan since that has to be converted to 5-HTP and is proven in studies not to work.
5-HTP is not an expensive OTC supplement so it might be worth a try.
It can be stimulating yes. Some people even get worse depression/anxiety on it as well.If i take 5-htp i can't sleep.... still don't understand why....
I've been on anywhere from 3-5g most of the last couple years. I feel like its probably the diet taking its toll if anything. Making me obsess over every detail.
I can handle 2g of tren with a fuck ton of carbs in my off season. Still on 600g daily losing 1kg a week feeling like a mental patient.
Okay well i just said i can handle it with lots of carbs. Run it for the better part of 2 years and only recently losing it ... Coincidentally dieting for a show in the final stages but yeah okaySounds like you can't actually handle 2g of tren at all
High doses for me make me lethargic and I can't eat
With any tren I have anxiety and I start to lose it after 8 weeks
Okay well i just said i can handle it with lots of carbs. Run it for the better part of 2 years and only recently losing it ... Coincidentally dieting for a show in the final stages but yeah okay
last time i dieted for a show, i started losing it mentally as well.
didn't get irritable or angry, but anxious and paranoid. sleep was very poor, and memory was shit
Me too horny as fuck.but lucky me my wife and girlfriend love sex amd are ready at anytimeHORNEY. To the point that it causes problems. I've been using gear for about 8-9 years. Left three different girlfriends because after a couple years the sex slowed down.
My most recent gf andi have been together for about three years now. She's been a trooper. We've had sex everyday for two years straight. Its the last year she says im mentally fucking her up. She said at night she feels like im stalking her because she knows it's inevitable that im going to try and get her to have sex with me. Its real caused some problems. I've lost basically all control. On top of that shes going through menopause so her drive isn't great at all. I just can't make it more than a few days without feeling like I'm going to lose my mind if i dont have sex. Obviously she thinks I'm a sex addict but idk if thats a case. It may be. I have a hugely addictive and obsessive compulsive personality.
After her exploding on me I've been working on backing off and just trying to average sex like once a week but its tough.
Even on just trt its still just as bad.
Me too horny as fuck.but lucky me my wife and girlfriend love sex amd are ready at anytime
And yes they both know about each other and are ok with it
We use to party together but I cut that out. And me and the wife have been married for 27 years and 6 years with girlfriend.
I can't even stand one woman around me for a prolonged period of time and this guy has 2. Hats off to you sir.Me too horny as fuck.but lucky me my wife and girlfriend love sex amd are ready at anytime
And yes they both know about each other and are ok with it
We use to party together but I cut that out. And me and the wife have been married for 27 years and 6 years with girlfriend.
I am 100% in your same condition.... It's hard mate, sometimes i would like to have Deca dick....HORNEY. To the point that it causes problems. I've been using gear for about 8-9 years. Left three different girlfriends because after a couple years the sex slowed down.
My most recent gf andi have been together for about three years now. She's been a trooper. We've had sex everyday for two years straight. Its the last year she says im mentally fucking her up. She said at night she feels like im stalking her because she knows it's inevitable that im going to try and get her to have sex with me. Its real caused some problems. I've lost basically all control. On top of that shes going through menopause so her drive isn't great at all. I just can't make it more than a few days without feeling like I'm going to lose my mind if i dont have sex. Obviously she thinks I'm a sex addict but idk if thats a case. It may be. I have a hugely addictive and obsessive compulsive personality.
After her exploding on me I've been working on backing off and just trying to average sex like once a week but its tough.
Even on just trt its still just as bad.