Swirling emotions here on both our parts.
We know nothing, we don't know shit about fuck.
The doctor is a douche, acted like he could give a fuck. Biopsy was 11 days ago, told results would be available after 3 days. Finally got some results and resolution today, after our own persistence with the office. Gave him a book recommendation, scheduled a follow up, said, "yeah you can either have the removal or radiation, there are pros and cons to both. See you in a month." Said his numbers were borderline mild to moderate.
Anyone have any experience with anything here than can make the mountain seem a little bit more climbable?
I am angry, but calmed myself from putting a knife through someone's throat
p.s. of course the doc is fat piece of dogshit that has never even seen the inside of a gym. Guy is built like a bag of wet microwaved bagels that I slammed against a tree stump.
EDIT: apologies for a bit of an emotional post, I didn't search,. I just came here to post / vent. This, at least for me personally, is a safe community for posting sharing if that makes sense. Not a lot more of them exist any more these days. Genuine thanks to anyone that reads or comments, and no love lost if no one does.