The first month completely off is usually the worst...for all of us...trust me i know...ive been on NEARLY 3 yrs staight..and i went completely off 2 months ago...the first month off sucked like hell...by middle of the second month things started to feel more "normal"...energy in the gym coming back..more stregth...etc..im not 100%, maybe 85-90%...but its a process...and u went through the worst part already...the first month..so just hand in there and look into primordial performance (over on outlawmuscle.com) TRS (testosterone recovery stack)..its been backed by hundeds if not thousands of users and id highly recommend it, with 20mg nolva. Gluck bro, keep it updated
hmmm I am already doing nolva at 40/40/20/20. I've heard of that stuff at primordial but been very skeptical. I' have had some very, very, very bad luck when it comes to buying AAS and Ancillaries. been scammed alot, but i'll check into primordial.
Hey man, might consider checking out a light dose of s4 for your next pct. Made all the difference this time around for me. I still had a drop in sex drive for a bit. But, my strength actually maintained and went up a bit weeks after my last shot/pill. Of course it peaked out after awhile, but it wasn't some crazy drop like my last time around. Maintained more muscle too. And "the boys" have come back up to normal size during pct using only s4, clomid and dhea (weird, I know but it worked well for me this time).
Trust me, I hear you though. Still can't wait to get back on.